《Constant Conflicts》歌词

[00:00:01] Constant Conflicts - Hotel Books

[00:00:36] I spent too much time erasing not enough time changing

[00:00:40] Blurring the lines between sick and selfish

[00:00:43] Hoping I can grab on for just a second

[00:00:46] But I've learned to take what I can get

[00:00:48] And use the parts that makes sense

[00:00:50] And relent only when I meet my own death

[00:00:52] And find a pace I can circumvent

[00:00:55] When was truth less about proving a point and just proving someone wrong

[00:00:59] All along I'll rest my aching joints to my own broken hope and swan song

[00:01:04] But maybe I'm over worked

[00:01:05] Because I like breaking the healing process as a comfort when I'm aching

[00:01:09] With this new perspective I'm finally taking

[00:01:16] I made this bed and I will sleep in it

[00:01:20] The comfort of your

[00:01:26] I made this bed and I will sleep in it

[00:01:30] Even if to a bed of nails

[00:01:38] Death is not a choice and love should not be either

[00:01:44] I'll endure the pain if our hearts endure the weather

[00:01:49] The only pain worse than killing with force is killing with neglect I guess

[00:01:54] And now I know that our love was completely dead

[00:02:00] I will complicate this love just to feel something

[00:02:04] And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts

[00:02:06] The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that

[00:02:09] I realized you are not coming back

[00:02:11] I will complicate this love just to feel something

[00:02:14] And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts

[00:02:16] The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that

[00:02:20] I conceptualize the words I masked

[00:02:26] I made this bed and I will sleep in it

[00:02:29] The comfort of your

[00:02:34] I will give up all I have just to go back home

[00:02:41] I hope you know I hate being alone

[00:02:48] You used to make my mind clear

[00:02:51] Now your absence does instead

[00:02:54] I heard your dog barking in the backyard

[00:02:57] He only does that when you're home

[00:03:00] And I just hope you understand

[00:03:02] I never meant to grow apart

[00:03:04] But I know at some point I had to grow

[00:03:07] I guess I could've picked a better time to learn patience

[00:03:10] But now I'm learning that I am becoming the one who broke my heart

[00:03:14] I was a creature of habit but with no real intentions

[00:03:18] I conformed to what I understood to be happiness

[00:03:21] Or undiagnosed telf medicated approach to getting lost in each other's contemptment

[00:03:26] Lead to a misconception of your beauty

[00:03:30] I still can't believe that I lied to you

[00:03:33] Especially because when I said it I thought I was telling the truth

[00:03:38] I thought I was strong enough to carry you but now my mind is clear

[00:03:44] And I hope you hear this

[00:03:46] I love you