《Thoughts(Explicit)》歌词

[00:00:00] Thoughts (思想) - NEW GEN/dotty

[00:00:00] Written by：Christopher Brown/Jevon Ellis

[00:00:00] They say the homes where the heart is

[00:00:02] Then the hearts where the hood is cah my homes up in the hood

[00:00:04] That's where it started

[00:00:05] With my *s we ain't parted

[00:00:07] The same mind frame

[00:00:08] Eat the whole cake then lick the plates then we want afters

[00:00:11] Their hoping that I drop off or get nick or in da box

[00:00:14] Or stay up on them blocks shotting them rocks and never make a lot

[00:00:16] Got to much to grind for

[00:00:18] To much to die

[00:00:19] To much dedication I'm filthy rich in the making

[00:00:21] Ahy

[00:00:21] I'm on a mission where there's marble in the kitchen

[00:00:23] And da gardens out of vision

[00:00:25] Ending deep down in da distance

[00:00:26] Wid a diamond who ain't obsessed bout herself and she just listens

[00:00:29] Who respects me for success but don't judge me how I did it

[00:00:32] Bruddas in da same position

[00:00:33] Now that's winning

[00:00:35] Right now I'm in a race and my feet dem are f**king killing

[00:00:37] Tryna stay ahead I ain't shoulder rubbing to fit in

[00:00:40] Cah *s here either trap or they begging man for a bring in

[00:00:42] Straight head shots for dem *s dat stay singing

[00:00:45] See I can hold a note but you'll never hear bout me singing

[00:00:48] See I could write a book of all da drama that I been in

[00:00:50] But f**k feeling sorry for myself I'm still living

[00:00:53] To dat girl that loved I won't forget you

[00:00:55] That conversation by the bridge on the bench it was special

[00:00:58] It's funny how we fell so deep in such a short time

[00:01:01] We would go halves on a date it weren't all mine

[00:01:03] Sort of like a friendship

[00:01:05] Told her that I loved her and I meant it

[00:01:07] Then I broke her heart and weren't man enough to mend it

[00:01:09] But years past and tears died

[00:01:10] You built walls I built mine

[00:01:12] You always said I use to show my feelings at the wrong time

[00:01:15] Maybe it was maybe it weren't but lemme change up

[00:01:17] I'm tryna live the dream while these haters hoping I wake up

[00:01:20] Truth is I've been awake

[00:01:22] Been plotting on some bigger cake

[00:01:23] Word to rave holidays the only

[00:01:24] My time I take a break

[00:01:26] To be honest I don't know where my mind be

[00:01:28] I'm staring dead in this mirror I'm tryna find me

[00:01:31] Reasoning wid jus

[00:01:32] He's like my unrelated siamese

[00:01:33] Always pushing me to write cah the scene ain't got nothing like me

[00:01:36] He's says

[00:01:36] Live life love it

[00:01:37] Tek gyal f**k it

[00:01:38] I just went and got that 16 plate car wid da buckets

[00:01:41] Half german girl tryna put a baby in her oven

[00:01:44] So I hold it in after the session after we f**king but

[00:01:47] I ain't ready for another child I ain't learn my lesson

[00:01:50] Not my first but my second that I hardly mention

[00:01:52] They never got to live and I'm apart the reason that is

[00:01:55] Selfish mind religious crime

[00:01:56] Man I need the masjid

[00:01:58] I fell off deen and went and got my p's up

[00:02:00] Yeah I'm better of for money but my situations f**ked

[00:02:03] Working 7 days a week there ain't no breaks out on that block

[00:02:05] And if it ain't that dirty rock I'm selling tickets for that gwop

[00:02:08] My cousins in jail found guilty on the trial

[00:02:11] But where just some good kids tryna get it and get out

[00:02:13] While these *s want the fame they only thinking bout the now

[00:02:16] I tell em what about your future ni**a what about your future

[00:02:19] Kids growing up wishing that they never knew ya

[00:02:21] Man it's different round my local

[00:02:22] I've been distant I ain't social

[00:02:24] Been stabbed chased *s down and been chased down

[00:02:27] I've been bad it's all changed round I got a kid now

[00:02:40] Are you

[00:02:42] It's so ground you

[00:02:45] Are you

[00:02:48] It's so ground you