《Out Of Here》歌词

[00:00:00] Out Of Here - Brother Ali

[00:00:43] Okay so it might appear

[00:00:45] To an outsider that you found your way up out of here

[00:00:50] They're saying you died of suicide

[00:00:51] That's the last thing I want to hear

[00:00:53] They tell me that it's hardly fair to blame myself

[00:00:57] What a hell of a cross to bare

[00:01:00] You didn't say it in your letter

[00:01:02] But the fact that I failed you is loud and clear

[00:01:04] Found out the amount of fear

[00:01:06] You would drown when you found yourself naked staring down a mirror

[00:01:11] And partners are supposed to lay the cards bare

[00:01:14] I left you playing solitaire and I promise you that I'm sincere

[00:01:17] If you're looking for some judgment you won't find it here

[00:01:20] Let's be honest here

[00:01:21] I can't say I've never known that kind of despair

[00:01:23] When the clouds appear how's life fair

[00:01:26] I just want to draw you near

[00:01:30] Not to make it about me but how could you check out

[00:01:33] Before you really allowed me a chance to sit down and hear

[00:01:36] I think I would've listened

[00:01:37] Or were you saying it all along and I just missed it

[00:01:40] You sang your swan song we all dismissed it

[00:01:43] Because you filled the room with laughter

[00:01:45] I watched when you thought no one was looking at you

[00:01:48] In hind sight I wonder where your smile went

[00:01:51] When the party ended and you swallowed it

[00:01:56] I saw you swallow it

[00:01:58] Okay so it might appear

[00:02:01] That you took yourself up out of here

[00:02:05] How many cries soak through your disguise

[00:02:07] Before you drown in your silent tears

[00:02:09] Okay so it might appear

[00:02:12] That you took yourself up out of here

[00:02:15] How many times can you fight for your life

[00:02:17] Before you throw that white flag up and volunteer

[00:02:20] Okay so it might appear

[00:02:23] That you took yourself up out of here

[00:02:26] How many cries soak through your disguise

[00:02:28] Before you drown in your silent tears

[00:02:30] Okay so it might appear

[00:02:34] That you took yourself up out of here

[00:02:36] How many times can you fight for your life

[00:02:38] Before you throw that white flag up and volunteer

[00:02:42] I've had car accidents

[00:02:43] Where everything is slow motion no matter how fast it's happening

[00:02:47] Every second that pass stretches so that you can watch it unraveling

[00:02:51] But can't always react to it

[00:02:53] Your whole life might flash before your eyes

[00:02:55] The minute when you transition to the other side

[00:02:58] But what can actually happen in that time

[00:03:00] In between the leaping and the moment you collide

[00:03:03] In between the trigger and the blast

[00:03:05] In between you let go of the wheel and you crash

[00:03:08] In between the moment when you swallow the last pill in the bottle

[00:03:11] Turn out the lights roll the dice on tomorrow

[00:03:14] Is there a moment to reflect can there be regret

[00:03:17] Is there a wait not yet let me reset

[00:03:20] Or is it just too painful to accept

[00:03:22] That maybe death just seemed best

[00:03:24] Okay so it might appear

[00:03:28] That you took yourself up out of here

[00:03:30] If you not winning you can go down swinging

[00:03:33] Even if it doesn't feel like they're fighting fair

[00:03:35] Okay so it might appear

[00:03:39] That you took yourself up out of here

[00:03:42] I'm trying not to resent you

[00:03:43] But you left me defenseless in the life we share

[00:03:47] Every man before me in my FAM died by his own hands

[00:03:51] How am I supposed to understand my own role in the plan

[00:03:54] When nobody who grows old stands a chance

[00:03:57] What about this mysterious dance

[00:04:00] Made you cut the cord to the curtain in advance

[00:04:03] But these are questions I can only ask

[00:04:05] The person looking back in the looking glass