《Caved In(Explicit)》歌词

[00:00:00] Artist：atmosphere

[00:00:01] Songs Title：caved in

[00:00:25] The door opened

[00:00:25] In walked my brother terrified

[00:00:27] Teary eyed I'm wide open

[00:00:28] Only to hear our father died

[00:00:30] It's not true I'm hopin'

[00:00:31] I need some air I'm chokin'

[00:00:33] Get me off this ride Where's life goin'

[00:00:34] Feelin' I'm lost I'm frozen

[00:00:36] Suspended in mid-traumatized state

[00:00:37] Why I'm chosen for this fate

[00:00:40] I don't know

[00:00:40] Head shakes back and forth

[00:00:42] Emotion oh insociable not speakin

[00:00:44] Remain in silence 'cause I'm weak

[00:00:45] And deep inside I'm freakin'

[00:00:46] Want my father back I need him

[00:00:48] Why's god cheatin'

[00:00:49] Takin' half the two that gave me life

[00:00:51] My mind replays the thought

[00:00:52] Now no longer can I sleep at night

[00:00:54] Not feelin' right

[00:00:55] Insecure

[00:00:55] Now what's my future lookin' like

[00:00:57] Aint' delt with death before

[00:00:59] Age eleven and can't take no more

[00:01:01] My hands on the floor

[00:01:02] 'Cause my stomach's feelin' sick

[00:01:03] And I was mad at the lord

[00:01:04] Because he took him all to quick

[00:01:06] That day

[00:01:06] On his way to pick me up

[00:01:08] He never made it

[00:01:09] Blamed it all on myself

[00:01:10] And I dwelled in self-hatred

[00:01:12] On a path called destruct

[00:01:13] Many thought I wouldn't make it

[00:01:15] I hated the way I feel

[00:01:16] But I just can't seem to shake it

[00:01:17] Somebody take it away

[00:01:19] This mad situation

[00:01:21] My world is breakin'

[00:01:22] And I feel I'm 'bout to cave in

[00:01:24] I tried to take it all in

[00:01:25] After it all settled I couldn't begin

[00:01:26] Accepting you were gone

[00:01:28] But understood

[00:01:30] I tried to take it all in

[00:01:31] After it all settled I couldn't begin

[00:01:33] Accepting you were gone

[00:01:34] But understood

[00:01:36] Hey Dad I miss you

[00:01:37] For everyday gone

[00:01:38] And for the rest of my life

[00:01:40] Tried to remain strong

[00:01:40] Until we reunite

[00:01:41] Live on your memory

[00:01:43] From the seeds

[00:01:44] You planted gently

[00:01:45] Thanks for bein' there for me

[00:01:46] And all the time you spent with me

[00:01:48] Love sent for me

[00:01:49] If I could only have that day back

[00:01:51] To sit down and rap

[00:01:52] Shoot the breeze and have a chat

[00:01:54] But the fact still remains still later

[00:01:55] On the day I have to meet our maker

[00:01:58] I write my feelings on the paper

[00:01:59] For now

[00:02:00] Along the golf course where you once played I see you

[00:02:03] As I drive by I feel you

[00:02:04] Like your presence is there

[00:02:06] I stop and I stare

[00:02:07] I see the pictures of days we shared

[00:02:08] Well aware that you cared

[00:02:10] Making sure I was prepared for life

[00:02:11] The hardships the struggles

[00:02:14] The garbage and the troubles that come with it

[00:02:16] Always kept my head with it

[00:02:17] I gripped it

[00:02:18] Close to my heart

[00:02:19] Everything you tought me

[00:02:20] My dad my hero

[00:02:21] You had my love for all eternity

[00:02:24] I tried to take it all in

[00:02:25] After it all settled I couldn't begin

[00:02:26] Accepting you were gone

[00:02:28] But understood

[00:02:29] I tried to take it all in

[00:02:31] After it all settled I couldn't begin

[00:02:33] Accepting you were gone

[00:02:34] But understood

[00:02:35] I tried to take it all in

[00:02:37] After it all settled I couldn't begin

[00:02:39] Accepting you were gone

[00:02:40] But understood

[00:02:41] I tried to take it all in

[00:02:43] After it all settled I couldn't begin

[00:02:45] Accepting you were gone

[00:02:46] But understood