《Soria Moria(Explicit)》歌词

[00:00:00] Soria Moria - Mount Eerie

[00:00:02] Slow pulsing

[00:00:05] Red tower lights

[00:00:11] Across a distance refuge in the dust

[00:00:11] Across a distance

[00:00:14] Refuge in the dust

[00:00:18] All my life I can remember longing

[00:00:26] Looking across the water and seeing lights

[00:00:32] When I was five or six we were camping

[00:00:36] In the islands in July

[00:00:39] The tall yellow grass and the rose hips fragrant

[00:00:43] After sunset

[00:00:45] Island beyond island

[00:00:49] Undulating and familiar

[00:00:52] Not far from home

[00:00:54] With my fragrant whittled cedared drift

[00:00:57] Wood dagger in the mildew canvas tent

[00:01:01] I saw fireworks many miles away

[00:01:04] But didn't hear them

[00:01:06] And I felt a longing a childish melancholy

[00:01:12] And then I went to sleep

[00:01:14] And the aching was buried dreaming

[00:01:18] Aging reaching for an idea

[00:01:22] Somewhere other than this place

[00:01:25] That could fold me in clouded yearning

[00:01:30] For nowhere actually reachable

[00:01:33] The distance was the point

[00:01:46] Then when I was twenty four

[00:01:48] I followed this ache

[00:01:51] To an Arctic Norwegian cabin

[00:01:54] Where I said f**k the world in a finally satisfying way

[00:02:00] I stayed through the winter and emerged as an adult

[00:02:04] Holding a letter from you an invitation

[00:02:09] So I flew back and drove back

[00:02:12] And when we met in person it was instant

[00:02:18] It didn't matter where we lived as long as we were together

[00:02:23] And that was really tru

[00:02:26] For thirteen years

[00:02:28] And the whole time still

[00:02:35] Slow pulsing red tower lights

[00:02:44] Across a distance refuge in the dust

[00:02:56] In January you were alive still

[00:03:00] But chemo had ravaged and transformed

[00:03:03] Your porcelain into some other thing

[00:03:08] Something jaundiced and f**ked

[00:03:10] They put you in the hospital in Everett

[00:03:13] So I gave the baby away and drove

[00:03:18] Up and down I 5 every night

[00:03:21] Like a satellite bringing you food that you wanted

[00:03:26] Returning at night to sleep in our bed cold

[00:03:32] I went back to feel alone there

[00:03:37] All past selves and future possibilities on hold

[00:03:41] Well I tore through the dark on the freeway

[00:03:46] The old yearning burning in me

[00:03:56] I knew exactly where the road bent around

[00:04:00] Where the trees opened up and I could see

[00:04:06] Way above the horizon

[00:04:13] Beyond enumerable islands

[00:04:21] The towers on top of the mountain lit up

[00:04:25] Slowly silently beaconing

[00:04:28] As if to say

[00:04:30] Just keep going

[00:04:36] There is a place

[00:04:39] Where a wind could erase this for you

[00:04:44] And the branches could white noise you back away

[00:04:50] So I went back to feel alone there but

[00:04:54] Cradled you in me

[00:05:07] In the National Gallery in Oslo

[00:05:11] There's a painting called Soria Moria

[00:05:15] A kid looks across a deep canyon of fog

[00:05:20] At a lit up inhuman castle or something

[00:05:33] I have not stopped looking across the water

[00:05:37] From the few difficult spots where you can see

[00:05:42] That the distance from this haunted house where I lived

[00:05:46] To Soria Moria

[00:05:49] Is a real traversable space

[00:05:56] I'm an arrow now

[00:06:00] Mid air

[00:06:07] Slow pulsing

[00:06:10] Red tower lights

[00:06:15] Across a distance

[00:06:18] Refuge in the dust