《Ill Mind of Hopsin 7》歌词

[00:00:00] Ill Mind of Hopsin 7 - Hopsin

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[00:00:40] Yo f**k anybody I might alarm

[00:00:42] 无论对手是谁 我都会予以警告

[00:00:42] Life is a tour I sit and ride along

[00:00:44] 人生是一场旅行 我一直独自前行

[00:00:44] Taking some notes

[00:00:45] 学到了一些经验教训

[00:00:45] And then I write the song

[00:00:46] 然后我写下这首歌

[00:00:46] I'm staring down the road my life has gone

[00:00:48] 我注视着前路 我的人生慢慢消逝

[00:00:48] Is this where I belong

[00:00:49] 这是不是我的归宿

[00:00:49] Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong

[00:00:51] 不去明辨是非难道就是罪过

[00:00:51] My mental state is f**king me up

[00:00:53] 我的精神状态让我不得安宁

[00:00:53] And I pry the problem

[00:00:54] 我为了得到你的答案

[00:00:54] While asking you for some answers

[00:00:55] 苦苦祈求上天

[00:00:55] But we don't have that type of bond

[00:00:57] 但这不是我们的风格特点

[00:00:57] That my desires gone with the way

[00:00:58] 最近 各种欲望

[00:00:58] That I've been living lately

[00:01:00] 充斥在我的生活里

[00:01:00] If I died right now you'd turn the fire on

[00:01:02] 如果此刻我就死去 你一定会活在水深火热里

[00:01:02] Sick of this b******t niggas call me a sellout

[00:01:04] 厌倦了流言蜚语 人们都叫我叛徒

[00:01:04] Cause I hopped on Christianity

[00:01:05] 因为我曾对基督教如此狂热

[00:01:05] So strongly then I fell out

[00:01:07] 却只是三分钟热度

[00:01:07] Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog

[00:01:09] 如今 我如丧家犬一般夹着尾巴

[00:01:09] With his tail down

[00:01:09] 躲避一切质疑

[00:01:09] Feeling so damn humiliated

[00:01:10] 在人们鄙夷的目光中

[00:01:10] Because they looking

[00:01:11] 我感觉如此屈辱

[00:01:11] At me like I'm hellbound

[00:01:12] 我感觉地狱身处地狱的边缘

[00:01:12] What story should I tell now

[00:01:13] 现在 我该编造怎样的故事

[00:01:13] I'll just expose the truth

[00:01:14] 我会揭露事实

[00:01:14] I'm so close to the f**king edge

[00:01:16] 如今 我濒临地狱边缘

[00:01:16] I should be close to you

[00:01:17] 上帝啊 我应该靠近你

[00:01:17] But who the f**k are You

[00:01:18] 但是你到底是谁

[00:01:18] You never showed the proof

[00:01:20] 你从不泄露一点机密

[00:01:20] And I'm only f**king human yo

[00:01:21] 我不过是蝼蚁般的人类

[00:01:21] What am I supposed to do

[00:01:22] 我该怎么做

[00:01:22] There's way too many different religions

[00:01:24] 大千世界 充斥着各种各样的宗教信仰

[00:01:24] With vivid descriptions

[00:01:25] 五花八门的神秘解读

[00:01:25] Begging all f**king men

[00:01:26] 所有人都虔诚祈求

[00:01:26] And women to listen

[00:01:27] 但是无人倾听

[00:01:27] I can't even beat my dick

[00:01:29] 我甚至不能缠绵欢愉

[00:01:29] Without getting convicted

[00:01:30] 因为那是一种罪过

[00:01:30] These ain't wicked decisions

[00:01:31] 这些并不是邪恶想法

[00:01:31] I got different intentions

[00:01:32] 我只是有不同的看法

[00:01:32] I been itching to get it

[00:01:33] 我渴望获得成功

[00:01:33] I've been given assistance

[00:01:35] 我可以从朋友那里得到帮助

[00:01:35] But the whole f**king system is twisted

[00:01:37] 但是整个宗教系统如此扭曲

[00:01:37] Now I'm dealing with this backlash

[00:01:38] 现在 我正在为激烈的抵制而头疼

[00:01:38] Because Marcus isn't a Christian

[00:01:40] 因为我不是基督教徒

[00:01:40] And I've been told

[00:01:41] 人们一直告诉我

[00:01:41] That my sinful life is an addiction

[00:01:43] 我罪恶的一生充满了恶习

[00:01:43] But I can't buy it

[00:01:44] 但我不会买账

[00:01:44] It's just too hard to stand beside it

[00:01:46] 这种教义苛刻得让我无法认同

[00:01:46] I need an answer and humans can't provide it

[00:01:48] 我需要一个真理 凡人无法提供的真理

[00:01:48] I look at the Earth and Sun

[00:01:49] 我会细细研究地球和太阳

[00:01:49] And I can tell a genius man designed it

[00:01:51] 我认为它们出自天才的设计

[00:01:51] It's truly mind blowing

[00:01:52] 这是我内心真实的想法

[00:01:52] I can't deny it

[00:01:53] 我不能否认

[00:01:53] Is heaven real Is it fake

[00:01:54] 天堂是真是假

[00:01:54] Is it really how I fantasize it

[00:01:56] 是否与我的幻想一致

[00:01:56] Where's the Holy Ghost at

[00:01:57] 那些圣灵现在何方

[00:01:57] How long it take Man to find it

[00:01:59] 人类还需在寻找的道路上跋涉多远

[00:01:59] My mind's a nonstop tape playing

[00:02:00] 我的大脑如同不息的磁带

[00:02:00] And I can't rewind it

[00:02:01] 我无法倒带重来

[00:02:01] You gave me a Bible

[00:02:02] 你给我一本圣经

[00:02:02] And expect me not to analyze it

[00:02:04] 却要求我忍住好奇不去钻研它

[00:02:04] I'm frustrated and you provoked it

[00:02:06] 研究的结果让我沮丧 正是你引发了这一切

[00:02:06] I'm not reading that motherf**king book

[00:02:08] 我才不会去读这样无聊的书

[00:02:08] Because a human wrote it

[00:02:09] 因为它不过出自庸人之手

[00:02:09] I have a f**king brain you should know it

[00:02:11] 我有我的想法 你应该知道

[00:02:11] You gave it to me to think

[00:02:12] 你给了我思考的能力

[00:02:12] To avoid every useless moment

[00:02:14] 避免一切无用的时刻

[00:02:14] It was a mission that I had to abort

[00:02:16] 这正是我如今不得不终止的使命

[00:02:16] Cause humans be lying

[00:02:17] 因为人类总在说谎

[00:02:17] With such an inaccurate source

[00:02:19] 我们永远是误解的来源

[00:02:19] It's gon' be hard to

[00:02:20] 我已误入歧途

[00:02:20] Put me back on the course

[00:02:21] 请让我回到正轨

[00:02:21] Next Jehovah's Witness

[00:02:22] 下一个耶和华见证人

[00:02:22] To come on my porch

[00:02:23] 朝我家走来

[00:02:23] I swear I'm slammin' the door

[00:02:25] 我发誓 我会对他甩上大门

[00:02:25] A lot of folks believe it though

[00:02:26] 无数乡巴佬都相信他们

[00:02:26] But I'm not surprised

[00:02:27] 但我并不感到诧异

[00:02:27] Humans are f**king dumb

[00:02:28] 人们都太过愚蠢

[00:02:28] Still thinkin' that Pac's alive

[00:02:30] 到现在还相信2Pac活在人世

[00:02:30] I ain't trying to take your legacy

[00:02:31] 我并不是想诋毁

[00:02:31] And torch it down

[00:02:32] 你留给我们的伟大遗产

[00:02:32] I'm just saying: I ain't heard sh*t

[00:02:34] 我的意思是 我从未在你口中听到

[00:02:34] From the horse's mouth

[00:02:35] 任何胡言乱语

[00:02:35] Just sheep always telling stories

[00:02:36] 只是听到那些无名小卒

[00:02:36] Of older guys

[00:02:37] 转述着古人的传奇

[00:02:37] Who were notarized by you

[00:02:38] 传说在你现身之时

[00:02:38] When you finally vocalized

[00:02:40] 赋予他们的权利

[00:02:40] Now I'm supposed to bow my head

[00:02:41] 如今 我被要求低下头颅

[00:02:41] And close my eyes

[00:02:42] 闭上眼睛

[00:02:42] And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise

[00:02:43] 然后圣灵就会出现

[00:02:43] Sound's like a f**king Poltergeist

[00:02:45] 听起来就像是灵异事件

[00:02:45] Show yourself and then boom it's done

[00:02:47] 上帝啊 现身吧 你将实现教会的繁荣

[00:02:47] Every rumor's gone

[00:02:48] 所有的流言蜚语都会逝去

[00:02:48] I no longer doubt this sh*t

[00:02:50] 我再也不会怀疑神灵

[00:02:50] You're the One

[00:02:50] 你就是我们唯一的主宰

[00:02:50] I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun

[00:02:53] 那时我将承认 我罪恶的人生只是一个愚蠢儿戏

[00:02:53] And all my old habits can hop onto

[00:02:54] 我所有的恶习

[00:02:54] Of a roof to plunge

[00:02:56] 都将自行远离

[00:02:56] I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds

[00:02:58] 我会将用来享乐的钱捐给靠谱的慈善机构

[00:02:58] F**k the club instead of b**ches I'd hang

[00:02:59] 将夜店抛之脑后 比起碧池们

[00:02:59] With a group of nuns

[00:03:00] 我更愿意与修女待在一起

[00:03:00] And everyone

[00:03:01] 所有那些

[00:03:01] That I ran into would know

[00:03:02] 懂我的人都知道

[00:03:02] What I came to do

[00:03:03] 我要做什么

[00:03:03] I wouldn't take a step unless

[00:03:04] 我不会轻举妄动 除非

[00:03:04] It was in the name of You

[00:03:06] 是以上帝之名

[00:03:06] I hate the fact that I have to believe

[00:03:08] 令人痛恨的是我不得不去相信所谓的圣经

[00:03:08] You haven't been chatting

[00:03:08] 你与亚当夏娃交谈

[00:03:08] With me like you did Adam and Eve

[00:03:10] 却对我置之不理

[00:03:10] And I ain't seen no f**king

[00:03:11] 我从未见过会说话的蛇

[00:03:11] Talking snake unravel from trees

[00:03:13] 盘旋在树枝上

[00:03:13] With an apple to eat

[00:03:14] 偷食禁果的机会

[00:03:14] That sh*t never happens to me

[00:03:15] 也从未降临

[00:03:15] I don't know if you do or don't exist

[00:03:17] 我不知道你是否真的存在

[00:03:17] It is driving me crazy

[00:03:18] 这让我痛苦不堪

[00:03:18] Send your condolences

[00:03:19] 我需要你的恩赐

[00:03:19] This is me reaching to you so don't forget

[00:03:21] 我只想接近你 所以 请不要将我忘记

[00:03:21] If hell is truly your pit of fire

[00:03:22] 如果地狱是一片烈火

[00:03:22] And I get thrown in it

[00:03:23] 我真的掉了进去

[00:03:23] I'mma probably regret the fact

[00:03:25] 也许我会为这满纸荒唐

[00:03:25] That I ever wrote this sh*t

[00:03:27] 追悔莫及

[00:03:27] My gut feeling says it's all fake

[00:03:29] 我的本能告诉我 这一切都是胡言乱语

[00:03:29] I hate to say it but f**k it

[00:03:31] 我不想这么说 但是该死

[00:03:31] Sh*t I done lost faith

[00:03:31] 我失去了信仰

[00:03:31] This isn't a small phase

[00:03:32] 这不是一段短小的过渡期

[00:03:32] My perspective's all changed

[00:03:34] 我的整个世界观都已改变

[00:03:34] My thoughts just keep picking

[00:03:35] 我的脑海整日忙着

[00:03:35] Sh*t apart all day

[00:03:37] 撕裂谎言

[00:03:37] And in my mind I make perfect sense

[00:03:39] 在我心中我有了自己完美的答案

[00:03:39] If you aren't real

[00:03:40] 如果你是子虚乌有

[00:03:40] Then all my prayers aren't worth a cent

[00:03:42] 那么我所有的祈祷都不值一提

[00:03:42] That would mean

[00:03:42] 那就意味着

[00:03:42] That I could just make up

[00:03:43] 我可以拥有

[00:03:43] What my purpose is

[00:03:44] 自己的意愿

[00:03:44] And I could just sit in church

[00:03:45] 我可以坐在教堂里

[00:03:45] And say "f**k" in the services

[00:03:47] 说着污言秽语满足自己

[00:03:47] Man what if Jesus was a facade

[00:03:50] 如果耶稣基督只是虚假的表象

[00:03:50] Then that would mean

[00:03:51] 那就意味着

[00:03:51] The government's god

[00:03:52] 政府才是所谓的神明

[00:03:52] I feel like they've

[00:03:53] 我感觉他们

[00:03:53] Been brainwashing us with a lot

[00:03:54] 将许多思想强加给我们

[00:03:54] So much that we don't even notice

[00:03:55] 我们还被蒙在鼓里

[00:03:55] That we're stuck in the box

[00:03:57] 不明所以

[00:03:57] Man everything is "what if"

[00:03:58] 对于所有事情我们都说着假如

[00:03:58] Why is it always "what if"

[00:04:00] 为何永远都是假如

[00:04:00] Planet Earth "what if"

[00:04:01] 假如地球是神创的

[00:04:01] The universe "what if"

[00:04:02] 假如宇宙是无穷的

[00:04:02] My sacrifice "what if"

[00:04:03] 假如我的牺牲和付出会有回报

[00:04:03] My afterlife "what if"

[00:04:05] 假如死后地狱的确存在

[00:04:05] Every f**king thing

[00:04:05] 我们思考的一切

[00:04:05] That deals with you is f**king suspect

[00:04:08] 都是虚幻的猜测

[00:04:08] I'm f**king done

[00:04:11] 我受够了这一切

[00:04:11] I'm f**king done

[00:04:13] 我受够了这一切

[00:04:13] This is my f**king life

[00:04:15] 这就是我的生活

[00:04:15] And I'm living it I'm having fun

[00:04:19] 我要及时行乐 纵享美好时光

[00:04:19] If you really care for me

[00:04:20] 如果你真的关心我

[00:04:20] Prove that I need to live carefully

[00:04:22] 就证明我需要认真过活

[00:04:22] But I'll be damned

[00:04:23] 如果为了一个不知道是否存在的极乐世界

[00:04:23] If I put my own pleasure aside

[00:04:25] 让我将自己的快乐抛至一边

[00:04:25] For an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed

[00:04:29] 简直就是做梦

[00:04:29] We are you and you're us

[00:04:31] 事实上我们就是自己的神灵

[00:04:31] Stop playing games

[00:04:34] 不要再寻欢作乐

[00:04:34] My life's all I got

[00:04:36] 我的人生由自己主宰

[00:04:36] And heaven is all in my brain

[00:04:39] 天堂只是我的想象而已

[00:04:39] And when I feel I am in hell

[00:04:41] 当我感觉自己身处地狱

[00:04:41] My ideas are what get me through pain

[00:04:44] 我的内心会让我驱除一切痛苦

[00:04:44] Do as you please

[00:04:45] 你可以随心所欲

[00:04:45] And I'll just do me

[00:04:46] 我会坚持自我

[00:04:46] I'm a human

[00:04:47] 我是个凡人

[00:04:47] I'll stay in my lane

[00:04:48] 我会做好自己的本分

[00:04:48] I'll mind

[00:04:53] 我会坚持自己的内心