《Once an Addict(Interlude)》歌词

[00:00:00] Once an Addict (Clean) (Interlude) - J. Cole (J. 科尔)

[00:00:02] Right right right right

[00:00:11] Something's got a hold on me right

[00:00:19] Right right

[00:00:20] Sometimes I think pain is just a lack of understanding

[00:00:25] If we could only understand it all

[00:00:28] Would we feel no pain

[00:00:29] Would we feel no pain

[00:00:30] Would we feel no pain

[00:00:32] God must feel no pain

[00:00:34] Something's got a hold on me

[00:00:38] Only joy

[00:00:41] Does this mean even our suffering pleases him

[00:00:45] Lost in a cloud of marijuana

[00:00:47] Young Carolina n**ga fish out of water

[00:00:49] Step-daddy just had a daughter with another woman

[00:00:52] Mama ain't recover yet

[00:00:53] Callin' me at 12 at night

[00:00:55] She drunk as f**k and I'm upset

[00:00:56] 'Cause why she always using me for crutch

[00:00:58] Growin' up I used to always see her up

[00:01:00] Late as sh*t cigarette smoke

[00:01:02] And greatest hits from Marvin Gaye

[00:01:03] She kill a whole bottle of some cheap chardonnay

[00:01:06] I gotta leave this house

[00:01:07] 'Cause part of me dies when I see her like this

[00:01:09] Too young to deal with pain

[00:01:10] I'd rather run the streets than see her kill herself

[00:01:12] So 'Ville became my escape from a feelin' I hate

[00:01:15] Mama cursing me out

[00:01:17] Depression's such a villainous state

[00:01:19] I used to stay out later on purpose

[00:01:21] Subconsciously I was nervous that

[00:01:22] If I came home early

[00:01:23] Then what would surface was her inner demons

[00:01:26] And then I'd have to end up seein' my hero on ground zero

[00:01:29] Tears flow where Al Green blow

[00:01:31] Love and happiness

[00:01:31] I wish that I could say the right words to cheer her up

[00:01:34] I wish her son's love was enough

[00:01:36] I tell her Mama go to sleep

[00:01:38] She tell me

[00:01:38] Boy hush

[00:01:39] You better pray to God

[00:01:40] You never get your heart crushed

[00:01:42] I shake my head in frustration

[00:01:43] Head to my room

[00:01:44] And I can still hear the tunes of my door shut

[00:01:47] F**k it though a couple more months I'll be gone

[00:01:49] Off to college and dorms

[00:01:50] Foolin' myself thinkin' problems are gone

[00:01:53] But now it's 1 AM and my mama diallin' my phone

[00:01:55] I know she intoxicated and soon this high

[00:01:58] That I'm on comes crashin' down

[00:02:00] She lit talkin' drunk sh*t I'm pissed

[00:02:02] But I'm still all ears like Pass the ounce

[00:02:04] Thinkin' to myself

[00:02:05] Maybe my mama need help

[00:02:06] Don't she got work it the morning

[00:02:08] Why she do this to herself

[00:02:09] Hate how she slurrin' her words

[00:02:11] Soundin' so f**kin' absurd

[00:02:12] This ain't the woman I know

[00:02:13] Why I just sit and observe

[00:02:15] Why don't I say how I feel

[00:02:16] When I do she's defensive for real

[00:02:18] Well maybe things get better with time I heard it heals

[00:02:21] Little did I know how deep her sadness would go

[00:02:24] Lookin' back I wish I woulda did more instead of running

[00:02:27] Something's got a hold on me

[00:02:31] I can't let it go

[00:02:34] Out of fear I won't be free

[00:02:39] Something's got a hold on me

[00:02:43] I can't let it go

[00:02:46] Out of fear I won't be

[00:02:49] No

[00:02:50] Something's got a hold on me

[00:02:54] I can't let it go

[00:02:57] Right right

[00:03:02] Life can bring much pain right right

[00:03:07] There are many ways to deal with this pain right

[00:03:11] Choose wisely