《It’s Not A Fairytale》歌词

[00:00:00] It's Not A Fairytale - Sarai

[00:00:30] It all started like this

[00:00:32] Ninth grade freshman year

[00:00:34] So happy to be in high school

[00:00:35] I shedded a tear

[00:00:36] So many cute dudes to choose from

[00:00:38] I knew it was one

[00:00:39] That was right for me

[00:00:40] Well I thought at least

[00:00:41] He was the big guy on campus

[00:00:43] On the football team

[00:00:44] Basketball homecoming

[00:00:44] He was voted for king

[00:00:47] And there was me

[00:00:48] I was on the cheerleading squad

[00:00:49] Sweet six-teen looking for love in my heart

[00:00:52] It was a beautiful thing from the start

[00:00:54] I must say only problem was

[00:00:56] My parents was strict

[00:00:57] They ain't play

[00:00:57] No phone calls after eight

[00:00:59] No staying out late

[00:01:00] I'm like dam give me a break

[00:01:03] Hormones kicking in

[00:01:04] Start displaying my shape

[00:01:05] More concern with my looks

[00:01:07] Then my books and grades

[00:01:08] Headed no where fast

[00:01:09] I was on my way

[00:01:10] Curiosity come on

[00:01:12] I know yall relate

[00:01:35] It's been a year now I'm a sophomore

[00:01:36] Mature and know more

[00:01:37] But still I'm young and dumb

[00:01:39] And plus I'm unsure

[00:01:40] Who I am

[00:01:41] What the future has in store

[00:01:43] Man I'm trying to be grown

[00:01:44] Cuz my parents now divorced

[00:01:45] I took a charge to roll with Dough Boy

[00:01:48] Moms tried to force me to move to New York

[00:01:50] But of course that plan it fail short

[00:01:53] She found herself caught up in court

[00:01:55] For child support

[00:01:56] Drama problems of all sorts

[00:01:58] Stressing started smoking new ports

[00:02:00] Carefree about the ones who care for me

[00:02:03] Lost teen giving up on my dream

[00:02:05] And as worst as it seems

[00:02:06] Had me thinking crazy things

[00:02:08] Like suicide that better everything if I jus die

[00:02:10] Fullblown without guidance or a home

[00:02:14] I'm startin to get stomache pains

[00:02:17] That's strange what could be wrong

[00:02:38] What do I do

[00:02:39] I ask myself everyday

[00:02:40] A child given birth to a child

[00:02:42] What can I say

[00:02:43] This wasn't suppose too happen

[00:02:45] Here I am turned my back on my fam

[00:02:47] Well god dam

[00:02:48] This wasn't even part of the plan

[00:02:50] I'm spazzin out

[00:02:51] When I lay down at night the hurt

[00:02:53] Just burst out I shout how could he leave

[00:02:55] At my time of need

[00:02:57] Especially now I'm pregnant

[00:02:58] And due in three

[00:02:59] Maybe I should have it

[00:03:01] And give it for adoption

[00:03:02] I can't graduate

[00:03:03] I ain't been to school since august

[00:03:05] Often I hear this voice talking

[00:03:06] In the back of my mind

[00:03:08] So problems in my life

[00:03:09] I just pray for my time to come

[00:03:11] God take me leave my child behind

[00:03:12] I'm on the run adrenalin pumpin

[00:03:15] So angry I could kill something

[00:03:16] Don't make me prove it

[00:03:18] Cause if you don't do it

[00:03:19] Then I will do it

[00:03:20] I'm foolish and so stupid