《Traumatized(Explicit)》歌词

[00:00:00] Traumatized (创伤) - Meek Mill (米克·米尔)

[00:00:01] It really hurt me when they killed Shotty

[00:00:02] I was locked down in my cell and I had to read about it

[00:00:05] And when they killed Diddy left him out in Philly

[00:00:08] We was young and gettin' money man we used to run the city

[00:00:11] We was rockin' all them shows f**kin' all them hoes

[00:00:13] And when they killed Darryl Renee had to see him froze on the ground

[00:00:17] Downtown I can hear the sounds now

[00:00:19] When she walked up to that casket seen her son and fell down

[00:00:22] I drop tears for my niggas that ain't here

[00:00:24] And still think about you even though that it been years

[00:00:27] Cause half the niggas that I grew up with is all dead

[00:00:30] All this pain and all this stressin' I should have a bald head

[00:00:33] Cause when my Aunt Rhonda died she looked Tock in his eyes

[00:00:36] Saw death comin' when she seen it she just cried

[00:00:38] Prolly part of the reason we drink and we get high

[00:00:41] When I find the ni**a that killed my daddy know I'mma ride

[00:00:44] Hope you hear me I'mma kill you ni**a

[00:00:46] To let you know that I don't feel you ni**a

[00:00:49] Yeah you ripped my family apart and made my momma cry

[00:00:53] So when I see you ni**a it's gon' be a homicide

[00:00:55] Cuz I was only a toddler you left me traumatized

[00:00:58] You made me man of the house and it was grindin' time

[00:01:01] So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you

[00:01:04] And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you ni**a

[00:01:08] I know

[00:01:13] You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry

[00:01:15] So when I see you ni**a it's gon' be a homicide

[00:01:20] I know

[00:01:24] So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you

[00:01:27] And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you ni**a

[00:01:31] And I ain't ready

[00:01:32] Niggas wanna murder me I'm ridin' around heavy

[00:01:35] I think they wanna wet me like New Orleans and the levees

[00:01:38] But I got this mac elevy these niggas'll never get me

[00:01:40] Lord knows I got alotta homies in the dirt

[00:01:44] Niggas sprayin' metal tryna take you off the earth

[00:01:47] Really over nothin' tell me what it's worth

[00:01:49] Tryna take you out the game just to put you on a shirt

[00:01:53] I Rose from the jungle like Derrick

[00:01:56] Death to anybody that oppose my spirit

[00:01:58] My future lookin' brighter than this rose I'm starin' at

[00:02:01] We be runnin' trains on the hoes y'all cherish

[00:02:04] Rest in peace to my niggas I swear I miss them to death

[00:02:06] My hammer sing murda music I'll let you listen to death

[00:02:09] I'll have you walk with the reaper when hollows rip through your chest

[00:02:12] Cause if you throw 'em I throw back like Mitchell & Ness

[00:02:15] I'm gone

[00:02:16] I know

[00:02:21] You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry

[00:02:23] So when I see you ni**a it's gon' be a homicide

[00:02:26] I know

[00:02:32] So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you

[00:02:34] And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you ni**a

[00:02:39] Man my life so real

[00:02:41] Last night I went to sleep and woke up with the chills

[00:02:43] Started with a dollar now I got a couple mil

[00:02:46] And I make a hundred thousand every time a ni**a spill

[00:02:49] Man I almost got murked in front of the same church

[00:02:52] My dad got carried in family got married in

[00:02:54] That was in my older days this is now that was then

[00:02:57] Had the block jumpin' for them dollars Shawn Marion

[00:03:00] Young ni**a gon' get my own that's why I'm arrogant

[00:03:03] Homie need the bail for them bonds we'll bury 'em

[00:03:06] Lock 'em like a terrier

[00:03:07] Breakin' all barriers

[00:03:09] Just to beat the trial we go miles like Darius

[00:03:12] Cause cops tryna catch me niggas tryna clap me

[00:03:14] Haters runnin at me know they wanna get at me

[00:03:17] And people got the nerve to ask why I don't look happy

[00:03:20] I did it for my niggas and I did this sh*t for Kathy

[00:03:23] I know

[00:03:28] You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry

[00:03:31] So when I see you ni**a it's gon' be a homicide

[00:03:34] I know

[00:03:40] So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you

[00:03:42] And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you ni**a