《Once an Addict(Interlude|Explicit)》歌词

[00:00:00] Once an Addict (Explicit) (Interlude) - J. Cole (J. 科尔)

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[00:00:02] Right right right right

[00:00:11] 是的 没错 是的 没错

[00:00:11] Something's got a hold on me right

[00:00:19] 一种莫名的东西把我困住了

[00:00:19] Right right

[00:00:20] 是的 没错

[00:00:20] Sometimes I think pain is just a lack of understanding

[00:00:25] 有时候我感到痛苦只是因为缺乏理解

[00:00:25] If we could only understand it all

[00:00:28] 如果我们可以完全理解痛苦

[00:00:28] Would we feel no pain

[00:00:29] 我们还会感到痛苦吗

[00:00:29] Would we feel no pain

[00:00:30] 我们还会感到痛苦吗

[00:00:30] Would we feel no pain

[00:00:32] 我们还会感到痛苦吗

[00:00:32] God must feel no pain

[00:00:34] 上帝一定不会感到痛苦

[00:00:34] Something's got a hold on me

[00:00:38] 一种莫名的东西把我困住了

[00:00:38] Only joy

[00:00:41] 只有快乐

[00:00:41] Does this mean even our suffering pleases him

[00:00:45] 这是否意味着我们的苦难会取悦上帝

[00:00:45] Lost in a cloud of marijuana

[00:00:47] 在**中迷失自我

[00:00:47] Young Carolina n**ga fish out of water

[00:00:49] 我像是一条涉世未深的小鱼

[00:00:49] Step-daddy just had a daughter with another woman

[00:00:52] 继父和另一个女人生了女儿

[00:00:52] Mama ain't recover yet

[00:00:53] 妈妈还没有恢复健康

[00:00:53] Callin' me at 12 at night

[00:00:55] 午夜十二点她打电话给我

[00:00:55] She drunk as f**k and I'm upset

[00:00:56] 她喝得烂醉如泥 让我很难过

[00:00:56] 'Cause why she always using me for crutch

[00:00:58] 为什么她总是把我当成支柱

[00:00:58] Growin' up I used to always see her up

[00:01:00] 我已长大 但我过去时常见到她

[00:01:00] Late as sh*t cigarette smoke

[00:01:02] 她不停的抽烟

[00:01:02] And greatest hits from Marvin Gaye

[00:01:03] 一边听着马文盖伊的音乐

[00:01:03] She kill a whole bottle of some cheap chardonnay

[00:01:06] 一边喝掉整瓶的廉价霞多丽酒

[00:01:06] I gotta leave this house

[00:01:07] 我要离开这里

[00:01:07] 'Cause part of me dies when I see her like this

[00:01:09] 因为她的所作所为已让我死心

[00:01:09] Too young to deal with pain

[00:01:10] 我还年幼 为何要承受这些痛苦

[00:01:10] I'd rather run the streets than see her kill herself

[00:01:12] 我宁愿流浪街头也不愿看到她自杀

[00:01:12] So 'Ville became my escape from a feelin' I hate

[00:01:15] 所以维尔成了我逃避恨的地方

[00:01:15] Mama cursing me out

[00:01:17] 妈妈一直在骂我

[00:01:17] Depression's such a villainous state

[00:01:19] 抑郁就是这样邪恶的状态

[00:01:19] I used to stay out later on purpose

[00:01:21] 我过去常常故意呆在外面

[00:01:21] Subconsciously I was nervous that

[00:01:22] 我下意识地感到紧张

[00:01:22] If I came home early

[00:01:23] 如果我提前回家

[00:01:23] Then what would surface was her inner demons

[00:01:26] 那么她内心的恶魔会是什么样子呢

[00:01:26] And then I'd have to end up seein' my hero on ground zero

[00:01:29] 然后我只能去看我的英雄

[00:01:29] Tears flow where Al Green blow

[00:01:31] 艾尔格林擦去了我的眼泪

[00:01:31] Love and happiness

[00:01:31] 让我相信爱与幸福

[00:01:31] I wish that I could say the right words to cheer her up

[00:01:34] 我希望我能说出优美的话使她高兴

[00:01:34] I wish her son's love was enough

[00:01:36] 我希望她的儿子得到充足的爱

[00:01:36] I tell her Mama go to sleep

[00:01:38] 我告诉她妈妈去睡觉

[00:01:38] She tell me

[00:01:38] 她对我说

[00:01:38] Boy hush

[00:01:39] 嘘 宝贝

[00:01:39] You better pray to God

[00:01:40] 你最好向上帝祈祷

[00:01:40] You never get your heart crushed

[00:01:42] 让你的心永远不会碎

[00:01:42] I shake my head in frustration

[00:01:43] 我沮丧地摇摇头

[00:01:43] Head to my room

[00:01:44] 回到我的房间

[00:01:44] And I can still hear the tunes of my door shut

[00:01:47] 我依然能听到关门的声音

[00:01:47] F**k it though a couple more months I'll be gone

[00:01:49] 虽然再过几个月我就要离开

[00:01:49] Off to college and dorms

[00:01:50] 到大学的宿舍里居住

[00:01:50] Foolin' myself thinkin' problems are gone

[00:01:53] 我愚蠢地认为一切的问题都会随之消失

[00:01:53] But now it's 1 AM and my mama diallin' my phone

[00:01:55] 但是现在是午夜一点 妈妈再一次打电话过来

[00:01:55] I know she intoxicated and soon this high

[00:01:58] 我知道她醉了 这么快就醉了

[00:01:58] That I'm on comes crashin' down

[00:02:00] 让我心里忐忑不安

[00:02:00] She lit talkin' drunk sh*t I'm pissed

[00:02:02] 她喝得大醉 烂醉如泥

[00:02:02] But I'm still all ears like Pass the ounce

[00:02:04] 但我依然认真地听她说话

[00:02:04] Thinkin' to myself

[00:02:05] 我在想

[00:02:05] Maybe my mama need help

[00:02:06] 或许妈妈需要我的帮助

[00:02:06] Don't she got work it the morning

[00:02:08] 她早上没有去工作吗

[00:02:08] Why she do this to herself

[00:02:09] 她为何这样惩罚自己

[00:02:09] Hate how she slurrin' her words

[00:02:11] 我讨厌她总是口齿不清

[00:02:11] Soundin' so f**kin' absurd

[00:02:12] 让人听起来模棱两可

[00:02:12] This ain't the woman I know

[00:02:13] 这还是我认识的那个女人吗

[00:02:13] Why I just sit and observe

[00:02:15] 为什么我只是坐着观察

[00:02:15] Why don't I say how I feel

[00:02:16] 为什么不说出自己的感受

[00:02:16] When I do she's defensive for real

[00:02:18] 她真的抗拒我所做的一切吗

[00:02:18] Well maybe things get better with time I heard it heals

[00:02:21] 但我想也许随着时间的推移 情况会好转

[00:02:21] Little did I know how deep her sadness would go

[00:02:24] 我不知道她的悲伤会有多深

[00:02:24] Lookin' back I wish I woulda did more instead of running

[00:02:27] 回顾过去 我多么希望我能为她做更多 而不是逃离

[00:02:27] Something's got a hold on me

[00:02:31] 一种莫名的东西把我困住了

[00:02:31] I can't let it go

[00:02:34] 我不能放弃

[00:02:34] Out of fear I won't be free

[00:02:39] 由于恐惧 我失去了自由

[00:02:39] Something's got a hold on me

[00:02:43] 一种莫名的东西把我困住了

[00:02:43] I can't let it go

[00:02:46] 我不能放弃

[00:02:46] Out of fear I won't be

[00:02:49] 由于恐惧 我失去了自由

[00:02:49] No

[00:02:50] 一种莫名的东西把我困住了

[00:02:50] Something's got a hold on me

[00:02:54] 我不能放弃

[00:02:54] I can't let it go

[00:02:57] 是的 没错

[00:02:57] Right right

[00:03:02] 生活会带来无尽的痛苦 是的 没错

[00:03:02] Life can bring much pain right right

[00:03:07] 但是有很多方法可以解决这种痛苦

[00:03:07] There are many ways to deal with this pain right

[00:03:12] 我们要明智的选择