《Tiny Angel(Explicit)》歌词

[00:00:00] Tiny Angel (小天使) - 360

[00:00:01] Written by：Matt Colwell/Jon Reichardt

[00:00:03] So this story is about a really close friend of mine

[00:00:10] I love you brother

[00:00:12] My mates talk sh*t about their wives but I love mine

[00:00:15] Yeah we fight sometimes but ain't that just life

[00:00:18] She's been pregnant now for some time it took us years

[00:00:21] And enough tries I thought it wouldn't happen from my young life

[00:00:24] From the drunk times or when I tried drugs twice

[00:00:27] I thought downstairs had gone and messed it up right

[00:00:30] The doctor told me that I need to stop stressing

[00:00:32] The only thing that's working against us is just time

[00:00:35] That was true two months by

[00:00:38] My wife called me up while I was working at the pub right

[00:00:41] She told me I was gonna be a daddy

[00:00:43] We both broke down she said there's something that I done right

[00:00:46] I called my mother told her I was gonna be a father

[00:00:49] Mum cried so did I I was tongue tied

[00:00:52] I can't explain this feeling but I love life

[00:00:54] I've never had a purpose and this had just become mine

[00:00:57] To create this little person that's fun size

[00:01:00] A little bit of her and a little bit of me

[00:01:02] But I pray he gets his mum's eyes

[00:01:04] I say he cause I've always wanted a son right

[00:01:07] The ultrasound said it's a boy my little ray of sunshine

[00:01:11] It dawned on me I can't wait to see my son rise

[00:01:13] You know what they say about time though It does fly

[00:01:16] Fast forward nine months and suddenly it's crunch time

[00:01:19] It's been a few days of going through contractions

[00:01:22] Gotta stopwatch timing every moment that it happens

[00:01:24] We reached five minutes so it's hospital time

[00:01:27] I call ahead to see the doctors arrive my wife's laughing

[00:01:29] Now I properly drive like the cops are behind

[00:01:32] But there was barely any traffic so we got there in time

[00:01:35] I'm a little scared but she aingt got a worry in sight

[00:01:38] She's a warrior exactly what you want in a wife

[00:01:41] It's been several days of epic pain every day she wakes up

[00:01:44] Finally she's coming to that second stage of labour

[00:01:47] I sit next to her squeeze on her hand

[00:01:49] Put a sponge up on her head and say Breathe if you can

[00:01:52] I love you so much baby you're so strong

[00:01:55] I could never do this but you so easily can

[00:01:57] She said the pain is insane like her abdomen's ruptured

[00:02:00] Like someone's got a knife and they're stabbing her stomach

[00:02:02] She's like

[00:02:03] We have to do something the nurse said

[00:02:05] It's natural

[00:02:06] Relax it's just a sign that it's actually coming

[00:02:08] She's like No it's too much it's too hard to get out

[00:02:11] I'm saying any words I think will help at calming her down

[00:02:14] Doctor's like

[00:02:14] You're nearly through the worst part of it now

[00:02:17] Take a look and see my little king is starting to crown

[00:02:19] They all telling her to push and she's screaming

[00:02:22] She's saying that it hurts I tell her to keep breathing

[00:02:25] It's like push is the only word that they've said now

[00:02:28] Then I'm shocked by the massive scream she lets out

[00:02:31] The doctor's like

[00:02:32] Yes now the head's out

[00:02:34] And then I watch as he quickly pulling the rest out

[00:02:36] It's so amazing to see my son in the flesh

[00:02:39] I can't help but notice he hasn't taken a breath now

[00:02:42] They put a little plastic thing in his mouth

[00:02:44] While the doctor's two fingers are slightly pumping his chest down

[00:02:47] I start panicking something's gone wrong

[00:02:50] They push me to the side I can barely see what's going on

[00:02:53] He's not breathing they need to resuscitate him

[00:02:56] He's suffocating I see that it's something major I feel

[00:02:59] So helpless I wish I could come and save him

[00:03:01] I pray that my son'll make it it's taking em f**king ages

[00:03:04] Everyone's in shock I'm just listening in

[00:03:06] Holding my breath wishing I could give it to him f**k

[00:03:10] At twenty minutes now they're stopping

[00:03:12] They turn around they say

[00:03:14] We've lost him

[00:03:16] I'm in shock I can't talk

[00:03:18] I'm staring at the ground I can't walk

[00:03:21] They hand him to us can't believe the size of him

[00:03:23] The most beautiful thing I've ever seen but there's no life in him

[00:03:26] My wife's crying like

[00:03:27] Why aren't they reviving him

[00:03:29] I said

[00:03:29] They tried for twenty minutes she's like Try again

[00:03:32] Now I'm feeling like I'm stuck in hell

[00:03:34] This is the worst pain I've f**king felt

[00:03:36] I've been ten years clean but now

[00:03:37] I'm drunk and on the drugs as well

[00:03:39] I'm doing anything to numb myself but nothing helps

[00:03:43] I believed in God for that I feel dumb as hell

[00:03:45] Can someone please tell God to go and f**k himself

[00:03:49] I'm sorry yo it's hard to be faithful

[00:03:51] It's painful heaven must be running out of angels

[00:03:53] He died from asphyxiation no air in his lungs

[00:03:56] A parent should never have to bury their son

[00:03:58] Especially one that's so precious it has barely begun

[00:04:02] That's one thing in life that should never be done

[00:04:04] I prayed for a son and they blessed me with one

[00:04:07] My biggest gift now his presence is up

[00:04:10] And I'm crying at the thought he won't ever feel a hug

[00:04:12] Or the tenderness of love that he'd be getting from his mum

[00:04:15] Sent him from above but why take him

[00:04:18] It's like I'm being punished for the negative I've done

[00:04:21] And it's killing me that Christmas time is barely in a month

[00:04:23] So I'm doing what I have to do to spend it with my son

[00:04:35] Where did you go

[00:04:38] Are you alone

[00:04:41] How did you get there

[00:04:44] I need you at home

[00:04:47] Where did you go

[00:04:49] Are you alone

[00:04:52] How did you get there

[00:04:55] I need you at home

[00:04:58] I need you at home