《Torn(Explicit)》歌词

[00:00:00] Torn - Big Scoob

[00:00:22] I'm torn I don't know which way do I turn how do

[00:00:25] I use all the lessons I've learned

[00:00:28] I'm torn

[00:00:29] Man it's like a weight on my soul for the confusion

[00:00:31] And it's taking a toll

[00:00:34] I'm torn

[00:00:34] Trying to find a way I can live and be respected

[00:00:37] By the wife and the kids

[00:00:39] But I'm torn

[00:00:40] All I know is hustle and struggle chasing paper

[00:00:42] But ain't no future in the end

[00:00:45] I'mma try to spill my thoughts on this blank sheet of paper

[00:00:48] Deep drinkin' as I'm thinking straight whiskey no chaser

[00:00:51] My head hangs low and my heart weighs heavy

[00:00:53] I'm lost with no direction and I'm tryna hold steady

[00:00:56] Supposed to be the big homie 'posed to have the answers

[00:00:59] But it's my turn to be concerned I'm running out of chances

[00:01:02] Scared of my future and the vision that it holds

[00:01:05] Try to run from destiny but this is what I'm owed

[00:01:07] At the prison foul living I'm a straight up hood n***a

[00:01:10] So it's written I'm submitting but I'm still a good n***a

[00:01:13] But I gotta feed the fam and I gotta be a man

[00:01:16] This rap s**t ain't working so it's time to switch the plan

[00:01:19] So it's back to what I'm good at push a man push a pie

[00:01:22] Hit the road bring it by get to dumping wing pies

[00:01:25] Get them fluffy green sacks bring the whole team by

[00:01:27] I miss it and mean that get me where the greens at

[00:01:30] I'm torn I don't know which way do I turn how do

[00:01:33] I use all the lessons I've learned

[00:01:36] I'm torn

[00:01:37] Man it's like a weight on my soul for the confusion

[00:01:39] And it's taking a toll

[00:01:41] I'm torn

[00:01:42] Trying to find a way I can live and be respected

[00:01:45] By the wife and the kids

[00:01:47] I'm torn

[00:01:48] All I know is hustle and struggle chasing paper

[00:01:50] But ain't no future in the end

[00:01:53] I can spend but I'm drowning ain't no way around it

[00:01:56] I'm stressing and I'm losing my mind

[00:01:58] If this is my reality

[00:02:00] If this is

[00:02:00] All that's meant for me then really am I wasting my time

[00:02:04] Heading for them gutters backed it up in butter

[00:02:07] I'm a beast with the hella of a grind

[00:02:10] Give me death or prison if that's a n***a sentence

[00:02:13] At least let me die with my pride

[00:02:15] Strange fans'll probably hear this song and not really get it

[00:02:18] Or not really feel it or not really dig it

[00:02:21] Then that's cool I'm just writing this

[00:02:22] Trying to free my mind of these thoughts

[00:02:24] That's inside of me in this place and time

[00:02:27] Plus y'all probably thinking that I'm leaving out my dreams

[00:02:29] Just remember everything ain't always what it seems

[00:02:32] Can't believe what you hear and only half of what you see

[00:02:35] So listen to my lyrics the message is the clearest

[00:02:38] I'm at a crossroads tryna chose which way to go

[00:02:41] Road 1 is my destiny the price is my soul

[00:02:43] Road 2 is what's best for me but is there room to grow

[00:02:46] I don't really know but it's time to choose a road

[00:02:49] Let go and let God is what the big homie tell me

[00:02:52] But God ain't gotta pay these bills on time n***a feel me

[00:02:55] Stressed out fighting gout gripping on my bottle

[00:02:58] Strong enough to smack a barrel scared of tomorrow

[00:03:00] I'm torn I don't know which way do I turn how do

[00:03:03] I use all the lessons I've learned

[00:03:06] I'm torn

[00:03:07] Man it's like a weight on my soul for the confusion

[00:03:09] And it's taking a toll

[00:03:11] I'm torn

[00:03:13] Trying to find a way I can live and be respected

[00:03:15] By the wife and the kids

[00:03:17] I'm torn

[00:03:18] All I know is hustle and struggle chasing paper

[00:03:20] But ain't no future in the end

[00:03:23] I'm torn