《Going Through Changes》歌词

[00:00:00] Going Through Changes (经历的变化) - Eminem (埃米纳姆)

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[00:00:05] I'm going through changes

[00:00:13] 我经历了变化

[00:00:13] I'm going through changes

[00:00:20] 我经历了变化

[00:00:20] Lately I really feel like

[00:00:22] 最近

[00:00:22] I'm rolling for delph like Philly

[00:00:24] 我感觉自己就像

[00:00:24] I feel like I'm losing control of myself

[00:00:26] 实话说

[00:00:26] I sincerely

[00:00:26] 我感觉自己正在失去控制

[00:00:26] I apologize if all that I sound like

[00:00:29] 如果这听起来像是我在抱怨

[00:00:29] Is I'm complaining

[00:00:30] 那我道歉

[00:00:30] But life keeps on complicating

[00:00:31] 但生活依旧很复杂

[00:00:31] An' I'm debating

[00:00:33] 我心中生出念头

[00:00:33] On leaving this world this evening

[00:00:35] 要离开这个世界,这个晚上

[00:00:35] Even my girls

[00:00:35] 连我的女儿

[00:00:35] Can see I'm grievin' I try and hide it

[00:00:38] 都可以看出我很悲伤，我试着隐藏这种情感

[00:00:38] But I can't

[00:00:38] 但我不能

[00:00:38] Why do I act like I'm all high and mighty

[00:00:40] 为什么我总是去表现得很高大

[00:00:40] When inside I'm dying

[00:00:41] 在我内心深处，我就快死了

[00:00:41] I am finally realizing I need help

[00:00:43] 我终于意识到我需要帮助

[00:00:43] I can't do it by myself too weak

[00:00:46] 我自己一人办不到，我太软弱了

[00:00:46] 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs

[00:00:48] 这两周我的生活一直有起伏

[00:00:48] Going through peaks and valleys

[00:00:49] 经历高峰和低谷

[00:00:49] Dilly dallying

[00:00:49] 延宕拖延

[00:00:49] Around with the idea

[00:00:51] 脑袋里充满着

[00:00:51] Of ending the sh*t right here

[00:00:53] 结束这种生活的想法

[00:00:53] I'm hatin' my reflection

[00:00:54] 我厌恶自己的反应

[00:00:54] I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors

[00:00:57] 我在家里踱步，试着和镜中的自己对峙

[00:00:57] I can't stand what I look like yeah

[00:00:59] 我受不了自己这样子

[00:00:59] I look fat but what do I care

[00:01:01] 我看起来有些胖，但我关心的是什么

[00:01:01] I give a f**k only thing I fear is Hailie

[00:01:03] 我所关心的，我唯一担心的，是hailie

[00:01:03] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her

[00:01:06] 我害怕如果闭上眼睛他会出现在我眼前

[00:01:06] Sh*t

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[00:01:06] I'm going through changes

[00:01:14] 我经历了变化

[00:01:14] I'm going through changes

[00:01:22] 我经历了变化

[00:01:22] I lock myself in the bedroom

[00:01:23] 我把自己锁在卧室、浴室

[00:01:23] Bathroom nappin' at noon

[00:01:24] 在中午酣睡

[00:01:24] Yeah dad's in a bad mood

[00:01:26] 是的,爸爸心情不好的

[00:01:26] He's always snappin' at you

[00:01:27] 他总是打你

[00:01:27] Marshall what happened at you

[00:01:29] arshall你到底怎么了

[00:01:29] You can't stop with these pills

[00:01:30] 你不能停止吃这些药丸

[00:01:30] And you've fallen off with your skills

[00:01:32] 你的说唱技巧已经离你而去

[00:01:32] And your own fans are laughin' at you

[00:01:33] 你的歌迷都在嘲笑你

[00:01:33] It become a problem

[00:01:34] 你这么娘们根本解决不了问题

[00:01:34] You're too p**sy to tackle get up

[00:01:35] 起来

[00:01:35] Be a man stand

[00:01:36] 像个男人一样,站起来

[00:01:36] A real man woulda had this sh*t handled

[00:01:38] 一个真正的男子汉能把这些统统解决

[00:01:38] Know you just had your heart

[00:01:40] 我知道你的心刚刚经历过无限的痛苦

[00:01:40] Ripped out and crushed

[00:01:41] 他们说

[00:01:41] They say Proof just flipped out

[00:01:42] 我最好的兄弟

[00:01:42] Homie just swift out and bust

[00:01:44] 死了

[00:01:44] Nah it ain't like Doody to do that

[00:01:46] 这根本不是我兄弟会干的事

[00:01:46] He wouldn't f**kin' shoot at

[00:01:48] 不应该向任何人开枪的

[00:01:48] No-body he fights first

[00:01:49] 他不该先和别人动手

[00:01:49] But dwellin' on it only

[00:01:50] 但是纠结与这些只会让

[00:01:50] Makes the night worse

[00:01:51] 夜晚更糟糕

[00:01:51] Now I'm poppin Vic's

[00:01:52] 现在我只需要

[00:01:52] Perks and Methadone pills

[00:01:53] 安眠药

[00:01:53] Yeah Em tight verse you killed it

[00:01:56] 把握好你的节奏，让它无懈可击

[00:01:56] F**kin' drug dealers hang

[00:01:57] 不管你有什么要求

[00:01:57] Around me like "yes man"

[00:01:59] 他们都会答,是

[00:01:59] And they gon' do whatever I says when

[00:02:00] 当我开了口

[00:02:00] I says it

[00:02:01] 他们什么事情都可以做

[00:02:01] It's in their best interest to

[00:02:03] 只为了追求

[00:02:03] Protect their investment

[00:02:04] 他们的金钱

[00:02:04] And I just lost my f**kin' best friend

[00:02:06] 我失去了我最好的朋友

[00:02:06] So f**k it I guess then

[00:02:08] 所以我想

[00:02:08] I'm going through changes

[00:02:15] 我经历了变化

[00:02:15] Don't know what I'm going through

[00:02:18] 我不知道我经历了什么

[00:02:18] But I just keep on going through changes

[00:02:23] 但我还不断在改变

[00:02:23] My friends just can't understand this new me

[00:02:25] 我的朋友们不理解这个新的我

[00:02:25] That's understandable man

[00:02:26] 伙计，这我能理解

[00:02:26] But just think how bananas you'd be

[00:02:28] 但想想你曾经是怎样的一坨狗屎

[00:02:28] You'd be an animal too

[00:02:29] 如果你也被名声所困

[00:02:29] If you were trapped in this fame

[00:02:31] 就像被关在动物园的笼子里

[00:02:31] And caged in it like a zoo

[00:02:32] 你也一样会像只动物

[00:02:32] And everybody's lookin' at you

[00:02:33] 所有人都看着你

[00:02:33] What you want me to do

[00:02:35] 你想要让我怎么做

[00:02:35] I'm startin' to live like a recluse

[00:02:36] 于是我隐退了

[00:02:36] And the truth is

[00:02:38] 开始新的生活

[00:02:38] Fame startin' to give me an excuse

[00:02:40] 我的名气变得空前的低

[00:02:40] To be at a all time low

[00:02:41] 这给了我一个借口

[00:02:41] I sit alone in my home theatre

[00:02:43] 我独自坐在我的家庭影院前

[00:02:43] Watchin' the same damn DVD

[00:02:44] 看着同一部DVD

[00:02:44] Of the first tour the last tour

[00:02:47] 第一次巡演，最后一次巡演

[00:02:47] He was still alive

[00:02:48] 他还活着

[00:02:48] And it hurt sore fast forward sleepin'

[00:02:50] 这揭开了我的伤疤，快进

[00:02:50] Pills'll make me feel alright

[00:02:51] 只有安眠药能让我觉得好受一点

[00:02:51] And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night

[00:02:54] 如果后半夜我还在床上辗转难眠

[00:02:54] I just take a couple more

[00:02:55] 我会多吃一倍的安眠药

[00:02:55] Yeah you're motherf**kin' right

[00:02:57] 你说的太对了

[00:02:57] I ain't slowin' down for no one

[00:02:58] 我不会为任何人放慢脚步

[00:02:58] I am almost homeward bound

[00:02:59] 我马上就要到家了

[00:02:59] Almost in a coma yeah homie come on

[00:03:02] 几乎处于昏迷

[00:03:02] Don't look now

[00:03:02] 你就快到了

[00:03:02] Daddy don't you die on me daddy

[00:03:04] 爸爸，你死了我会很难过的

[00:03:04] Better hold your ground

[00:03:05] 爸爸，好好坚持下去

[00:03:05] F**k don't I know the sound of that voice

[00:03:07] 我听见你说话的声音了

[00:03:07] Yeah baby hold me down

[00:03:09] 好，宝贝，抱紧爸爸

[00:03:09] I'm going through changes

[00:03:17] 我经历了变化

[00:03:17] I'm going through changes

[00:03:25] 我经历了变化

[00:03:25] Wake up in the hospital full of tubes

[00:03:27] 在医院醒来，身上插满了管子

[00:03:27] Plus somehow I'm pullin' through

[00:03:28] 终于度过了危险期

[00:03:28] Swear when I come back

[00:03:29] 我发誓当我回来的时候

[00:03:29] I'm a be bulletproof

[00:03:30] 我会穿上防弹衣

[00:03:30] I'm a do it just for Proof

[00:03:32] 我这样做只是为了证明

[00:03:32] I think I should state a few

[00:03:33] 我觉得我应该说些东西

[00:03:33] Facts cause I may not get

[00:03:34] 事实上

[00:03:34] A chance again to say the truth

[00:03:36] 因为我可能不会再有机会说出事实了

[00:03:36] Sh*t it just hit me that what

[00:03:37] 如果我没挺过来

[00:03:37] If I would notta made it through

[00:03:39] 这该怎么办

[00:03:39] I think about the things

[00:03:40] 我想着那些

[00:03:40] I would never got to say to you

[00:03:41] 永远不打算对你说出的话语

[00:03:41] I'd never get to make it right

[00:03:43] 我从来都没有好好表达过

[00:03:43] So here's what I came to do

[00:03:44] 所以现在我决定做些什么

[00:03:44] Hailie this one is for you

[00:03:45] hailie这是给你的

[00:03:45] Whitney and Alaina too

[00:03:46] hitney还有Alaina，你们也一样

[00:03:46] I still love your mother

[00:03:48] 我依旧爱着你妈妈

[00:03:48] That'll never change

[00:03:49] 这是永远不会改变的

[00:03:49] Think about her every day

[00:03:50] 我每一天都很想她

[00:03:50] We just could never get it together

[00:03:52] 但是我们可能永远无法复原了

[00:03:52] Hey wish there was a better way

[00:03:54] 嘿，希望能有一个更好的方式

[00:03:54] For me to say it

[00:03:55] 让我来说出它

[00:03:55] But I swear on everything

[00:03:56] 有太多的东西

[00:03:56] I'd do anything for her on anyday

[00:03:57] 需要

[00:03:57] There are just too many things

[00:03:59] 解释

[00:03:59] To explain when it rains

[00:04:01] 既然我已开口

[00:04:01] Guess it pours yes it does

[00:04:02] 就让我把所有话语都倾泻出来

[00:04:02] Wish there wasn't any pain

[00:04:04] 我希望我从没有经历这些痛苦

[00:04:04] But I can't pretend there ain't

[00:04:05] 但我不能假装这些都没发生过

[00:04:05] I ain't placin' any blame

[00:04:06] 我这不是在指责你

[00:04:06] I ain't pointin' fingers

[00:04:08] 也没有把矛头指向你

[00:04:08] Heaven knows there never been a saint

[00:04:09] 老天知道的，这世界有从来没有完人

[00:04:09] I know it just feels like

[00:04:11] 我知道

[00:04:11] We just pissed away our history

[00:04:12] 是我们挥霍了我们的过往曾经

[00:04:12] But just today

[00:04:13] 但就在今天

[00:04:13] I looked at your picture

[00:04:14] 当我看着你的照片

[00:04:14] Almost hate to say

[00:04:15] 我不得不说

[00:04:15] I miss you self consciously

[00:04:16] 在我的潜意识里我一直都思念着你

[00:04:16] Wish it didn't end this way

[00:04:17] 我希望我们从没有结束

[00:04:17] But I just had to get away

[00:04:19] 但不知为什么

[00:04:19] Don't know why

[00:04:20] 我不得不逃避这情感

[00:04:20] I don't know what else to say I guess

[00:04:22] 我不知道还有什么其他可说，我想我

[00:04:22] I'm going through changes

[00:04:30] 我经历了变化

[00:04:30] I'm going through changes

[00:04:35] 我经历了变化