《Tiny Angel(Explicit)》歌词

[00:00:00] Tiny Angel (小天使) (Explicit) - 360

[00:00:00] Written by：Matt Colwell/Jon Reichardt

[00:00:01] So this story

[00:00:03] Is about a really close friend of mine

[00:00:08] I love you brother

[00:00:10] My mates talk sh*t about their wives

[00:00:12] But I love mine

[00:00:13] Yeah we fight sometimes

[00:00:14] But ain't that just life

[00:00:16] She's been pregnant now for some time

[00:00:18] It took us years

[00:00:19] And enough tries

[00:00:19] I thought it wouldn't happen from my young life

[00:00:22] From the drunk times

[00:00:23] Or when I tried drugs twice

[00:00:25] I thought downstairs had gone and messed it up right

[00:00:28] The doctor told me that I need to stop stressin'

[00:00:30] The only thing that's working against us is just time

[00:00:33] That was true two months by

[00:00:35] My wife called me up

[00:00:36] While I was workin' at the pub right

[00:00:39] She told me I was gonna be a daddy

[00:00:41] We both broke down

[00:00:42] She said there's something that I done right

[00:00:44] I called my mother

[00:00:45] Told her I was gonna be a father

[00:00:47] Mum cried so did I

[00:00:48] I was tongue tied

[00:00:50] I can't explain this feelin' but I love life

[00:00:52] I've never had a purpose and this had just become mine

[00:00:55] To create this little person that's fun size

[00:00:57] A little bit of her

[00:00:59] And a little bit of me

[00:01:00] But I pray he gets his mum's eyes

[00:01:02] I say he 'cause I've always wanted a son right

[00:01:05] The ultrasound said it's a boy

[00:01:07] My little ray of sunshine

[00:01:08] It dawned on me

[00:01:10] I can't wait to see my son rise

[00:01:11] You know what they say about time though

[00:01:13] It does fly

[00:01:14] Fast forward nine months and suddenly

[00:01:16] It's crunch time

[00:01:17] It's been a few days of goin' through contractions

[00:01:19] Gotta stop watch timin' every moment that it happens

[00:01:22] We reached five minutes

[00:01:23] So it's hospital time

[00:01:25] I call ahead to see the doctors arrive

[00:01:27] My wife's laughin'

[00:01:28] Now I properly drive like the cops are behind

[00:01:30] But there was barely any traffic so we got there in time

[00:01:33] I'm a little scared

[00:01:34] But she ain't got a worry in sight

[00:01:36] She's a warrior

[00:01:37] Exactly what you want in a wife

[00:01:39] It's been several days of epic pain every day she wakes up

[00:01:42] Finally she's comin' to that second stage of labour

[00:01:45] I sit next to her squeeze on her hand

[00:01:47] Put a sponge up on her head and say

[00:01:48] Breathe if you can

[00:01:50] I love you so much baby you're so strong

[00:01:52] I could never do this but you so easily can

[00:01:55] She said the pain is insane like her abdomen's ruptured

[00:01:58] Like someone's got a knife

[00:01:59] And they're stabbin' her stomach

[00:02:00] She's like we have to do somethin'

[00:02:02] The nurse said

[00:02:03] It's natural

[00:02:04] Relax it's just a sign that it's actually coming

[00:02:06] She's like

[00:02:06] No it's too much it's too hard to get out

[00:02:09] I m sayin' any words I think ll help at calmin' her down

[00:02:12] Doctor's like

[00:02:12] You're nearly through the worst part of it now

[00:02:14] Take a look and see my little king is startin' to crown

[00:02:17] They all tellin' her to push and she's screamin'

[00:02:20] She's saying that it hurts I tell her to keep breathin'

[00:02:23] It's like push is the only word that they've said now

[00:02:26] Then I'm shocked by the massive scream she lets out

[00:02:29] The doctor's like

[00:02:30] Yes now the head's out

[00:02:32] And then I watch as he quickly pullin' the rest out

[00:02:34] It's so amazin' to see my son in the flesh

[00:02:37] I can't help but notice

[00:02:38] He hasn't taken a breath now

[00:02:40] They put a little plastic thing in his mouth

[00:02:42] While the doctor's two fingers are slightly pumpin' his chest down

[00:02:45] I start panicking

[00:02:47] Something's gone wrong

[00:02:48] They push me to the side

[00:02:49] I can barely see what's goin' on

[00:02:51] He's not breathin'

[00:02:52] They need to resuscitate him

[00:02:54] He's suffocating

[00:02:54] I see that it's something major I feel

[00:02:56] So helpless I wish I could come and save him

[00:02:58] I pray that my son'll make it it's taking 'em f**kin ages

[00:03:02] Everyone's in shock

[00:03:03] I'm just listenin' in

[00:03:04] Holdin' my breath

[00:03:05] Wishin' I could give it to him f**k

[00:03:07] At 20 minutes now they're stoppin'

[00:03:10] They turn around they say

[00:03:12] We've lost him

[00:03:14] I'm in shock I can't talk

[00:03:16] I'm starin' at the ground I can't walk

[00:03:19] They hand him to us

[00:03:20] Can't believe the size of him

[00:03:21] The most beautiful thing I've ever seen

[00:03:22] But there's no life in him

[00:03:24] My wife's cryin' like

[00:03:25] Why aren't they reviving him

[00:03:27] I said

[00:03:27] They tried for 20 minutes she's like

[00:03:28] Try again

[00:03:30] Now I'm feelin' like

[00:03:30] I'm stuck in hell

[00:03:32] This is the worst pain

[00:03:32] I've f**kin' felt

[00:03:34] I've been ten years clean

[00:03:35] But now I'm drunk and on the drugs as well

[00:03:37] I'm doin' anything to numb myself

[00:03:39] But nothin' helps

[00:03:41] I believed in God for that I feel dumb as hell

[00:03:43] Can someone please tell God to go and f**k himself

[00:03:47] I'm sorry yo it's hard to be faithful

[00:03:49] It's painful heaven must be runnin' out of angels

[00:03:51] He died from asphyxiation no air in his lungs

[00:03:54] A parent should never have to bury their son

[00:03:56] Especially one that's so precious it has barely begun

[00:03:59] That's one thing in life that should never be done

[00:04:02] I prayed for a son

[00:04:03] And they blessed me with one

[00:04:05] My biggest gift now his presence is up

[00:04:08] And I'm crying at the thought

[00:04:09] He won't ever feel a hug

[00:04:10] Or the tenderness of love that he'd be gettin' from his mum

[00:04:13] Sent him from above but why take him

[00:04:16] It's like I'm being punished for the negative I've done

[00:04:19] And it's killin' me that Christmas time is barely in a month

[00:04:21] So I'm doin' what I have to do to spend it with my son

[00:04:29] No

[00:04:34] Where did you go

[00:04:36] Are you alone

[00:04:39] How did you get there

[00:04:42] I need you at home

[00:04:45] Where did you go

[00:04:47] Are you alone

[00:04:50] How did you get there

[00:04:53] I need you at home

[00:04:55] I need you at home