《Learning to Hate You as a Self Defense Mechanism》歌词

[00:00:22] you're on the phone

[00:00:27] with someone who doesn't know

[00:00:38] about your soul and how it

[00:00:43] can't be held by flesh and bone

[00:00:56] and i guess that's fine

[00:01:00] i would never want you to

[00:01:04] stop your life

[00:01:13] but when i saw you both

[00:01:18] with your shoulders touching

[00:01:22] sitting so close

[00:01:31] i knew i'd hold on to this feeling

[00:01:41] i'd hold on to anything at all

[00:01:58] was it my fault

[00:02:06] because i easily confused you

[00:02:11] for someone who would hold my hand

[00:02:18] when things got hard

[00:02:22] when things got dark

[00:02:27] because oh my god

[00:02:29] when they get dark

[00:02:31] they get so dark

[00:02:59] you were always a shitty friend

[00:03:08] and you would leave when i got sick

[00:03:17] you never called me on my birthday

[00:03:25] i want to call you on your birthday

[00:03:36] so i'll hold on to this feeling

[00:03:45] i'll hold on to this hate

[00:03:54] for as long as i need

[00:04:01] for it to help me