《Breakdown》歌词

[00:00:01] Breakdown - J. Cole

[00:00:09] Look I just shed tears homie and now I ain't too proud to admit it

[00:00:14] Just seen my father for the first time in a minute

[00:00:16] And when I say a minute I mean years man

[00:00:18] Damn a whale could have swam in them tears fam

[00:00:21] Cause as I left them I reflected on my younger days

[00:00:23] When it was just me and my brother and my mother played

[00:00:26] Father cause no other man bothered

[00:00:27] Not even my biological, it never seemed logical

[00:00:30] But I accepted it cause I ain't know no better

[00:00:32] Thought I was brighter than a Polo sweater

[00:00:34] No pops was like Martin with no Coretta

[00:00:36] So many things you could have told me

[00:00:38] And saved me the trouble of lettin' my mistakes show me

[00:00:41] I feel like you barely know me

[00:00:42] And that's a shame cause our last name is the same

[00:00:45] That blood type flowin' through our veins is the same

[00:00:47] My mama left you and maybe your anger's to blame

[00:00:49] But that's no excuse, only you and God know the truth

[00:00:52] And why you only call monthly barely ever saw me

[00:00:55] Spend some summers with you and played with my cousin Maury

[00:00:58] Maybe I should be tellin' you f**k you cause you selfish

[00:01:00] But I want a father so bad I can't help it

[00:01:03] I break down, I break down

[00:01:07] Can't help but break down

[00:01:11] I break down

[00:01:13] I never thought I'd see my mama on that shit man

[00:01:16] It's f**kin' with her body now she sick damn

[00:01:18] I wanted a big house with a white picket fence and a pool

[00:01:21] Who would have ever thought that it would come to this man

[00:01:24] Quicksand is what this life feel like

[00:01:27] That shit these rappers kick is nothin' like real life

[00:01:29] You made a milli off of servin' hard white, yeah right

[00:01:32] My mama tell you what addicted to that pipe feel like

[00:01:35] Stupid niggas, I heard the cops be shootin' niggas

[00:01:37] I swear to God wish I could bullet proof my niggas

[00:01:40] Can't get no jobs but they still recruitin' niggas

[00:01:42] We tryna stand tall when it gets to crucial niggas

[00:01:45] Break down We break down we break down we break down

[00:02:16] Servin' time locked down

[00:02:20] And she don't want nobody to know his daughter 25 pounds

[00:02:25] By the time he get out she gon' be 4

[00:02:27] Now will his girl stay down

[00:02:30] Ain't no doubt she love him yeah that's fo sho

[00:02:32] But temptation stays round

[00:02:35] And if she strayed how could he ever know

[00:02:37] Never know and so she goes to the club on the weekend

[00:02:41] A little freakin but them niggas holla

[00:02:44] But she never speakin but tonight I see the devil creepin

[00:02:46] Cause she been lonely she ain't felt a man in 7 seasons

[00:02:49] Damn! She do the best that she can

[00:02:51] Her mama tellin' her to find another man

[00:02:54] She college educated with a felon boyfriend

[00:02:56] That's what she thinkin' tonight

[00:02:58] Maybe she's right but please

[00:03:00] Stay down mama! Gotta be strong don't break down mama

[00:03:04] Please stay down mama! Gotta be strong, don't break down mama

[00:03:10] Don't break down don't break down don't break down, don't break down