《Fatherless Child(explicit Album Version Explicit)》歌词

[00:00:00] Feels better if I tell em my story

[00:00:04] Mystic - Fatherless Child

[00:00:16] Yo' on November 24th' 1999

[00:00:21] I was in L A ' and I was in the kitchen cookin

[00:00:26] And I got this page right

[00:00:29] And uh' I called back and I was informed that

[00:00:31] My father had passed away from a herion overdose

[00:00:34] About two hour's earlier

[00:00:35] So this song is for him' and to him

[00:00:36] And for all the fatherless children in the world

[00:00:40] The mother's who raised us' the people who love us

[00:00:46] It's a Monday' finally found the perfect beat

[00:00:49] To speak my peace on how I came to be

[00:00:51] The way I was raised' how I was born

[00:00:54] Why I smile so sad' and have the eyes of a storm

[00:00:57] Moms from Virginia' you from Rhode Island

[00:00:59] Met up in the state where the sun's always smilin

[00:01:01] Minds connected' physicals exchanged

[00:01:04] Y'all both believin that the world can be changed

[00:01:06] Time passed to 1973' and you begged my mom to create me

[00:01:11] First she said no but she loved you too much

[00:01:14] 1974 had a child to touch

[00:01:15] We was into other things' that ripped life scenes

[00:01:17] Liqour' drugs' other women' destroyin dreams

[00:01:19] But you know how women be' she tried to hold on

[00:01:23] For the sake of your love and the beautiful bond

[00:01:26] I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been

[00:01:32] It's all I ever be' since your gone from me

[00:01:37] Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you

[00:01:47] 1974 was a year things changed

[00:01:50] Too much alcholol makes people violent and strange

[00:01:52] You broke the window's with a baseball bat

[00:01:55] As my mother cried inside with me on her lap

[00:01:57] The dream destroyed' it was time to leave

[00:02:00] She didn't take much' just a few things of lovin me

[00:02:03] That was the birth of this fatherless child

[00:02:05] And a struggling mother with the world in her eyes

[00:02:08] She did it though' put herself in college

[00:02:10] Raisin me wit grace' givin me the knowledge

[00:02:13] And pops you' you never came by

[00:02:15] Never sent money never called to say hi

[00:02:18] I use to lie to the other kids' on the block

[00:02:20] Say I knew where you was at so the questions would stop

[00:02:23] I fronted to my friends that you didn't mean much

[00:02:25] But I use to cry alone' and lone for your touch

[00:02:28] I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been

[00:02:33] It's all I ever be' since your gone from me

[00:02:39] Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you

[00:02:49] Ninth grade I thought you were dead

[00:02:51] Call my mom about a paper' and that's what you said

[00:02:54] I was angry and confused' all because of you

[00:02:56] Wanted to ask you why' and just say f**k you(f**k you )

[00:02:59] But the feelings passed' what was my options

[00:03:01] Studyin my face tryna find what was lost and

[00:03:04] I decided that you didn't mean shit

[00:03:06] That I was really worth lovin and you lossed a gift

[00:03:09] Before that' I grew breast and things

[00:03:11] Got raped in the bathroom' and the question sings

[00:03:14] What it have' could it have' should it have

[00:03:17] Been different if I had yo hand to grab

[00:03:19] Would I be easier to love' not so torn inside

[00:03:22] If you would've beat that man' and stood by my side

[00:03:24] Would I write sad songs' and call pain daily

[00:03:27] How different would I be if you had raised me

[00:03:29] I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been

[00:03:34] It's all I ever be' since your gone from me

[00:03:39] Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you

[00:03:50] 1997' you called my home

[00:03:52] From Telegraph&43' for the child you never owned

[00:03:55] I told you come by' Adam came to help me

[00:03:58] You were homeless and drunk' but not lookin uhealthly

[00:04:01] We sat for hour's' I asked you every question

[00:04:03] We sang on my porch and discussed life lession's

[00:04:05] And I loved you' like you had always been they're

[00:04:08] You said you'd never leave again' so I released my fears

[00:04:10] 1999' tryna to sign my deal

[00:04:12] Ten years of hard work' finally becomin real

[00:04:15] So I brush you off' writin songs for a movie

[00:04:18] That was the last time I saw you' forgive me truly

[00:04:21] The day my deal was done' you died

[00:04:24] Wit the needle in your arm' and angels by your side

[00:04:26] And I miss you' tattooed it on my back

[00:04:28] Fatherless child' fade to black

[00:04:31] I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been

[00:04:36] It's all I ever be' since your gone from me

[00:04:41] Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you

[00:04:51] I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been

[00:04:56] It's all I ever be' since your gone from me

[00:05:01] Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you