《Different Love》歌词

[00:00:45] Took a few years cause slaughter is what I had to do

[00:00:47] Which only brings me to now and I ought to be a radical

[00:00:51] I say that cause my autobiographical is more so just a graph of you

[00:00:54] I ain't mad you did more than what I asked of you

[00:00:57] As for me I did less than what I could've

[00:00:59] So though we were a hit I had to cancel that show

[00:01:02] And now my standing solo I'll be amped when she not a ho

[00:01:05] But what you doing right now is real commendable

[00:01:07] Take strength to do

[00:01:08] Cause between us there's some deep root stare

[00:01:10] I gave you the best d**k you ever got in your life

[00:01:13] And stupid me thought it would be enough to keep you there

[00:01:15] I thought you loved football

[00:01:17] I was running through the hole with the stiff on

[00:01:19] But got disarmed guess it was just harm

[00:01:22] I ain't need to f**k I was looking for a peer

[00:01:24] They say once you stop looking what you looking for appears

[00:01:27] You were stronger than I pictured you much stronger than me

[00:01:30] And almost just as strong as john

[00:01:32] And john oh that's just a friend of my moms

[00:01:35] With tubes coming out his nose but s**t I never knew why

[00:01:37] But he was born with his heart in the right side of his chest

[00:01:40] No for real his heart is in the right side of his chest

[00:01:43] Doctors confused they must do what they can do

[00:01:46] But impute and say it ain't on the right side of his chest

[00:01:49] Scared he might die in his sleep deep

[00:01:51] Every time he coughs wonders if it's a cough or a symptom

[00:01:54] Us will get better later

[00:01:56] He gon' live his whole life waking up every morning to a respirator

[00:02:00] So I don't never say what I can't do

[00:02:02] If he can be happy with life than n***a I can too

[00:02:05] While jose wanna die

[00:02:06] Ain't tell nobody but eyeing his eyes feel I should probably identify

[00:02:10] I said everyday he lives with pain and want to end it

[00:02:13] Something's wired wrong in your brain you gotta mend it

[00:02:16] Had a bad breakup and let it expose dude

[00:02:18] But if she was getting you high then she would get you low too

[00:02:22] So who's there to wait on me

[00:02:24] Y'all just get it off y'all and put the weight on me

[00:02:27] N***a look me in my eyes it was amazing to me

[00:02:29] And said she don't understand you not as crazy as me

[00:02:32] You got gone n***a I'm the most mentally flawed n***a

[00:02:35] You not even built to withstand what all I've endured n***a

[00:02:38] You know s**t about the thoughts in my head

[00:02:40] Or the strength I need daily just to get out of bed

[00:02:43] Just to open my eyes n***a open your eyes

[00:02:46] The words spoken of wise you just know it in disguise

[00:02:48] We can end this right here I got nothing more to say to you

[00:02:51] You ain't never met another f**king n***a crazier

[00:02:54] Blank stare couldn't believe 'em

[00:02:57] Cat chastised me cause I got help when you need some

[00:03:00] I can give less than a f**k and not a d**n

[00:03:02] I never be apologetic over who I am

[00:03:05] I'm the same me nothing changes when the riches do

[00:03:08] But n***as wanna suck you dry just like the b*****s do

[00:03:11] They enter your mentions sucks to be the center of attention

[00:03:14] When you can't even center your attention

[00:03:16] Yeah so I'm f**king out of frustration

[00:03:19] They love every second and accuse me of persuasion

[00:03:21] Jam was a cancer to me I had to rid it

[00:03:24] Red got in her feelings fast but won't admit it

[00:03:27] Dawn I was bored then never really smithen

[00:03:30] V got threatened by the thought of competition

[00:03:32] Malo wanna f**k all day don't know how

[00:03:35] She why I got a viagra in my wallet right now

[00:03:38] Step kept it simple loved me for my mental

[00:03:41] B got a n***a but she used me as her rental

[00:03:43] And you you just give me resistance

[00:03:46] Say you needed comfort zone for you it's distance

[00:03:49] I tell 'em all I'm not available emotionally

[00:03:52] They start giving me advice like they coaching me

[00:03:54] I don't even ask it

[00:03:56] It's something about bipolar sociopath s**t

[00:03:58] They just find it attractive

[00:04:00] Yeah anti social but I mingle now

[00:04:02] But I've been arguing much more since I've been single how

[00:04:05] Tell me is this a relationship or just a f**kship

[00:04:08] Whatever situation it is it's all f**k shift

[00:04:11] I'll admit it I might love her a bit differently

[00:04:14] As for them they'll all love to see a different me

[00:04:17] Some cried to me some are begging for it

[00:04:19] Someone'll see that change but not be present for it

[00:04:23] You just act so frightened

[00:04:25] Ignoring all logic now she won't buy in

[00:04:28] Even in your absence my feelings are heightened

[00:04:31] Though I know some love's lost it's not on my end

[00:04:35] It's not mine it's not mine at all