《Going Through Changes》歌词

[00:00:00] 浣滄洸 : Marshall Mathers/E. Heynie/J. Osbourne/Tony Iommi/Bill Ward/Geezer Butler

[00:00:01] 浣滆瘝 : Marshall Mathers/E. Heynie/J. Osbourne/Tony Iommi/Bill Ward/Geezer Butler

[00:00:05] I'm going through changes

[00:00:13] I'm going through changes

[00:00:20] Eminem

[00:00:20] Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for ___ like Philly,

[00:00:23] I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely,

[00:00:26] I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining,

[00:00:30] But life keeps on complicating, an' I'm debating,

[00:00:32] On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls,

[00:00:35] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it,

[00:00:37] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty,

[00:00:40] When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help.

[00:00:42] I can't do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs,

[00:00:47] Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying,

[00:00:49] Around with the idea, of ending the **** right here.

[00:00:53] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors,

[00:00:56] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?

[00:01:00] I give a ****, only thing I fear, is Hailie,

[00:01:03] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

[00:01:06] ****..

[00:01:07] Chorus

[00:01:18] Eminem

[00:01:21] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon,

[00:01:24] Yeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you.

[00:01:27] Marshall what happened at you, you can't stop with these pills,

[00:01:30] And you've fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you.

[00:01:33] It become a problem you're too ***** to tackle, get up,

[00:01:35] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this **** handled.

[00:01:38] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed,

[00:01:40] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust,

[00:01:44] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that,

[00:01:46] He wouldn't ******' shoot at, no-body, he fights first,

[00:01:48] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse,

[00:01:51] Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and ********* pills.

[00:01:53] Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it,

[00:01:56] ******' drug dealers hang around me like "yes man",

[00:01:58] And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it,

[00:02:01] It's in their best interest to protect their investment.

[00:02:03] And I just lost my ******' best friend, so **** it, I guess then...

[00:02:08] Chorus

[00:02:15] Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes...

[00:02:23] My friends just can't understand this new me,

[00:02:25] That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be,

[00:02:27] You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo.

[00:02:32] And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do,

[00:02:34] I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is,

[00:02:37] Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low.

[00:02:41] I sit alone in my home theatre, watchin' the same damn DVD,

[00:02:45] Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive.

[00:02:48] And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright.

[00:02:51] And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night,

[00:02:53] I just take a couple more, yeah you're ************' right,

[00:02:56] I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound.

[00:02:59] Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, don't look now,

[00:03:02] Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground.

[00:03:05] ****, don't I know the sound of that voice,

[00:03:07] Yeah baby hold me down.

[00:03:09] Chorus

[00:03:16] Eminem

[00:03:25] Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through.

[00:03:28] Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof.

[00:03:29] I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few,

[00:03:33] Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth.

[00:03:35] **** it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?

[00:03:38] I think about the things I would never got to say to you,

[00:03:41] I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do.

[00:03:44] Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too,

[00:03:46] I still love your mother, that'll never change,

[00:03:49] Think about her every day, we just could never get it together.

[00:03:51] Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it,

[00:03:55] But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on anyday.

[00:03:58] There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains,

[00:04:00] Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain.

[00:04:03] But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame,

[00:04:06] I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint.

[00:04:09] I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history,

[00:04:12] But just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say,

[00:04:15] I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way.

[00:04:17] But I just had to get away, don't know why,

[00:04:20] I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm..