《Epiphany(feat. NF)(Explicit)》歌词

[00:00:00] Epiphany (Explicit) - Futuristic/NF

[00:00:15] I had an epiphany

[00:00:16] I was repeating history

[00:00:17] I was doing everything I hated

[00:00:19] The weight on my shoulders

[00:00:19] I let it all get to me I let it all get to me

[00:00:22] I had an epiphany

[00:00:23] I just smiled at my enemies

[00:00:25] I was listening to everybody who was talking

[00:00:27] But never did sh*t for me yeah

[00:00:30] I had an epiphany

[00:00:31] I was looking at everybody else that's up in the industry

[00:00:33] They ain't as sick as me they ain't as sick as me

[00:00:37] I had an epiphany

[00:00:39] I was seeing somebody that never had no good intentions for me

[00:00:41] Now she missing me yuh now she missing me

[00:00:45] Moral of the story is that nobody did it for me

[00:00:46] Had to make a change nah

[00:00:48] I was living in the city with no scene

[00:00:49] I had a dream I had to make a lane yup yup

[00:00:51] Always knew that I couldn't live off of minimum wage

[00:00:53] Ripping the pay stub

[00:00:54] I had a minimal taste for all the fame stuff

[00:00:56] But I got into the game without a cent to my name

[00:00:58] And now I'm ballin' like I'm in the NBA bruh

[00:01:00] And I know I got a lot but I'm not content

[00:01:02] If they ask me to stop I will not consent

[00:01:04] Never gonna let nobody block cause my shot to miss

[00:01:06] You can meet me at the top if you hop the fence

[00:01:08] And you climb the stairs

[00:01:09] And you fight the beast

[00:01:10] And you lose your way

[00:01:10] Then you find your peace

[00:01:11] And you do it sober

[00:01:12] Then you find a drink

[00:01:13] Then you spiral down

[00:01:14] And it all repeats

[00:01:15] And I always had a vision I could get it

[00:01:17] So I did it by my lonely

[00:01:18] I don't owe nobody nothing never let nobody own me

[00:01:19] Got some money from the music and I spend it on the homies

[00:01:21] But don't put nothin' before me gave a whip to little Brody

[00:01:23] And I'm only getting started

[00:01:25] And I'm eating with the people that I starve with

[00:01:27] And my batteries I had to recharge 'em

[00:01:28] I made an album but that sh*t was garbage

[00:01:30] Yo I was trapped in a gimmick

[00:01:32] I finally get it

[00:01:33] I'm here to make music that matters

[00:01:34] If I die it'll all be alright

[00:01:36] 'Cause the message I gave you will live for me after

[00:01:38] And my chapter will highlight a lifetime

[00:01:41] Of energy gave through a bright mind

[00:01:42] How you never had to stand on the sideline

[00:01:44] How you the guide to your own guidelines

[00:01:46] That's an epiphany

[00:01:50] I had an epiphany yeah

[00:01:54] That's an epiphany

[00:01:57] I had an epiphany yeah

[00:02:01] I had an epiphany

[00:02:03] That I could make history

[00:02:04] That I could prove everyone wrong

[00:02:05] That told me I wasn't cut out for this music thing yeah

[00:02:09] I had an epiphany

[00:02:10] What if I took my energy

[00:02:11] And used it on positive things in my life

[00:02:13] Instead of the people that lie to me huh

[00:02:16] Yeah I had an epiphany

[00:02:18] That I could put all of my hurt into music

[00:02:19] And use it for people that might feel the same as me

[00:02:23] Yeah I had an epiphany

[00:02:25] What if everyone knew my depression was worse than they thought

[00:02:28] They probably gonna look at me differently

[00:02:32] Yo this song got me going back when I was a stupid kid

[00:02:34] Thinking maybe I could make it in the music biz

[00:02:36] And then I figured out the politics

[00:02:37] And realized that half of y'all don't even know what music is

[00:02:39] And going nowhere I told 'em to get used to me

[00:02:41] Feels like I'm living in a movie scene

[00:02:43] A bunch of people trying to tell me how to act and breathe

[00:02:45] One thing I never let nobody ever do was tell me who to be

[00:02:47] I never got into the party scene

[00:02:49] Maybe I was just scared to drink

[00:02:50] 'Cause addiction it runs in my family

[00:02:51] That's someone I was scared to be

[00:02:53] You're looking pitiful compared to me

[00:02:54] Since I can barely read

[00:02:55] All I wanted was somebody I could trust

[00:02:57] That I knew would keep it real with me

[00:02:58] Rap's always been a mirror for me

[00:02:59] That's when I figured out that maybe I'm the one that's gotta make it

[00:03:01] On my own yeah it's clear to see

[00:03:03] A lot of people think that what I'm doing is a gimmick

[00:03:05] Everything you hear me writing I've been living

[00:03:06] I ain't quitting send the money to my family

[00:03:07] Try to show them that I miss them

[00:03:08] And I cherish every moment when I'm home and when I'm with them

[00:03:10] And this is the way that I feel

[00:03:11] In the industry of fakes trying to stay real

[00:03:13] In the industry of lames trying to get deals

[00:03:15] Lord knows imma get it that's meek mill

[00:03:18] Yeah I lay in my bed at night thinking

[00:03:20] There's got to be more to me

[00:03:21] I'm trying to pay off the mortgaging

[00:03:23] But the life of the people I love in the midst of it

[00:03:25] I've always thought that if

[00:03:26] I learn from mistakes that I'd make

[00:03:27] Even the losses are victories

[00:03:29] That's when it starts hitting me

[00:03:31] If you set your mind to it you can do anything

[00:03:33] That's an epiphany

[00:03:37] That's an epiphany yeah

[00:03:40] I had an epiphany

[00:03:44] I had an epiphany yeah