《This House Is Not A Home》歌词

[00:00:00] This House Is Not A Home - Vesuvius

[00:00:07] I've reached the crux

[00:00:09] With bent and dissonant faith

[00:00:13] The gripping violence in my calm

[00:00:15] Allocates no escape

[00:00:22] Discourse disharmony

[00:00:25] Subdued in a bleak and dreamless sleep

[00:00:27] Grandeur and larceny

[00:00:29] The volatile becomes my verity

[00:00:32] Desaturate these dismal eyes

[00:00:36] Clot the flux to my cortex

[00:00:39] Conceal the maelstrom inside

[00:00:46] I still discern the scars of your abandonment

[00:00:58] Mother

[00:01:02] Where has the sun gone

[00:01:08] Cause this old soul has felt far too cold for too long

[00:01:17] And I'll wait

[00:01:19] Through the darkest winter

[00:01:21] My brittle bones buried in the creases of your bed

[00:01:27] And I'll wait

[00:01:28] Six feet under

[00:01:31] For you to come home

[00:01:33] To speak my name again

[00:01:43] I've come to find my depth

[00:01:45] My place of solace my place of rest

[00:01:48] A skeleton drowning in the tides of your shadow

[00:01:52] My laden conscience eviscerated and hollowed

[00:01:56] Disperse these umbral skies

[00:02:01] Retrieve my inherited demons

[00:02:03] So I can sleep at night

[00:02:05] And I'll wait

[00:02:07] Through the darkest winter

[00:02:09] My brittle bones buried in the creases of your bed

[00:02:15] And I'll wait six feet under

[00:02:19] For you to come home

[00:02:21] To speak my name again

[00:02:28] I found god in my sleep last night

[00:02:31] In a place so vast a space so dark

[00:02:32] A void I'd crawl into on the premise

[00:02:35] That I would never awake

[00:02:36] And we spoke

[00:02:37] Oh we spoke endlessly blissfully of nothing

[00:02:40] His words were deafening

[00:02:41] His words were silent defiant of my notoriety

[00:02:43] Violent as my nature and quiet as my thought

[00:02:46] His quivers ripple through the seams of my anatomy

[00:02:49] His words shattered my ribcage

[00:02:50] Destructive as my subconscious

[00:02:52] And I looked into his eyes an ounce short of conviction

[00:02:54] And said that I don't want to die

[00:02:56] With affirmation he stated that

[00:02:57] I will find death in the darkest corners of the greatest perhaps

[00:03:00] And to find myself I must have faith in that

[00:03:05] Return me to the empty house in which I grew

[00:03:14] Where I would converse with ghosts a crawl space with a roof

[00:03:23] And I know that I don't know who

[00:03:27] The voice that calls from the other end pertains to

[00:03:33] But I remember in my solitude

[00:03:39] You were there too

[00:03:41] Father

[00:03:45] Where has the light fled

[00:03:50] A broken boy beaten and crucified

[00:03:55] At the hands of your surrogate

[00:04:09] With the remnants of this vessel

[00:04:16] I will submerge my contempt

[00:04:36] This repression is a loaded gun

[00:04:41] I've cut the flux to my vitals

[00:04:43] I am my father's son