《Steven》歌词

[00:00:15] Yeah look

[00:00:17] 耶，瞧瞧

[00:00:17] Let me tell you about

[00:00:18] 让我跟你讲一讲

[00:00:18] A kid named Steven

[00:00:19] 一个叫史蒂文的孩子的故事

[00:00:19] He's slowly running out

[00:00:19] 他慢慢地

[00:00:19] Of things to believe in

[00:00:21] 愈发失去信仰

[00:00:21] Every couple of months

[00:00:22] 每两个月

[00:00:22] His mom leaves him

[00:00:23] **妈就会丢下他

[00:00:23] For no good reason

[00:00:24] 毫无缘由的

[00:00:24] His step-dad beats him

[00:00:25] 他的继父就会打骂她

[00:00:25] Not too many friends

[00:00:26] 没什么朋友

[00:00:26] Only ever had a few of them

[00:00:27] 就曾经有那么一两个而已

[00:00:27] But recently they don't want

[00:00:28] 但现在

[00:00:28] Anything to do with him

[00:00:29] 他们也不愿跟他一起玩

[00:00:29] Always eating lunch

[00:00:30] 总是独自一人

[00:00:30] In the bathroom stall

[00:00:31] 在厕所吃午餐

[00:00:31] He just wants to feel normal

[00:00:32] 他只是想成为普通人

[00:00:32] And be cool again yeah

[00:00:33] 再酷一点，耶

[00:00:33] Always feeling like the outcast

[00:00:35] 总是感觉像是被遗弃的人

[00:00:35] He's been going crazy

[00:00:36] 自从父亲过世

[00:00:36] Ever since his dad passed

[00:00:37] 他就感觉自己疯了

[00:00:37] He needs guidance

[00:00:38] 他需要指导和建议

[00:00:38] And advice but instead

[00:00:39] 但反之

[00:00:39] He only has breakdowns

[00:00:40] 他只有父亲车祸时

[00:00:40] And flashbacks of the car crash uh

[00:00:42] 无尽的崩溃和记忆片段

[00:00:42] It's been getting harder everyday

[00:00:43] 每天都变得越来越难

[00:00:43] If he was still around

[00:00:44] 如果他仍在身旁

[00:00:44] Everything would be ok

[00:00:45] 一切应该都会好起来的

[00:00:45] Cuz his dad was always the light

[00:00:46] 因为他父亲一直都是

[00:00:46] At the end of the tunnel

[00:00:47] 黑暗隧道末那抹明亮

[00:00:47] But now that same damn tunnel

[00:00:48] 但如今还是那该死的隧道

[00:00:48] Is looking dark and grey

[00:00:50] 看起来愈发漆黑与灰暗

[00:00:50] He keeps quiet in the back of the class

[00:00:52] 他安静地坐在教室后面

[00:00:52] And when the bell rings

[00:00:53] 当铃声一响

[00:00:53] Steven hurries home fast

[00:00:54] 史蒂文就匆忙赶回家

[00:00:54] Scared to death the other kids

[00:00:55] 他极其害怕其他孩子

[00:00:55] Will kick his a** on the long walk home

[00:00:57] 会在回家路上揍他

[00:00:57] Cuz its happened in the past so

[00:00:58] 因为这过去曾发生过

[00:00:58] He's getting used to

[00:00:59] 因此他都习惯了

[00:00:59] The black eyes and fat lips

[00:01:00] 那双黑眼睛和那厚嘴唇

[00:01:00] But all he's got is a fake smile and cut wrists

[00:01:02] 但他得到的是一个假笑和割手腕

[00:01:02] Wishin' he could walk right up to them

[00:01:04] 真想他能走向他们　　

[00:01:04] And show them the scars

[00:01:05] 给他们看伤疤

[00:01:05] And say look you're the reason

[00:01:05] 说到，看吧，就因为你

[00:01:05] That I've done this

[00:01:07] 我已经这样做了

[00:01:07] Maybe they would finally understand

[00:01:08] 也许他们最终会明白的

[00:01:08] And go back to how it was before it all began

[00:01:10] 回到最初如何开始的时候

[00:01:10] But he's just a little different

[00:01:11] 但他还是有点不同

[00:01:11] So they taunt him and they beat him

[00:01:12] 因此他们奚落他，殴打他

[00:01:12] Yeah it's all just fun and games

[00:01:14] 是的，一切都只是娱乐和游戏

[00:01:14] They don't give a damn yeah

[00:01:15] 他们一点也不在乎，是的

[00:01:15] His older brother ain't around

[00:01:16] 他的哥哥没在身边

[00:01:16] In and out of jail

[00:01:17] 他老是在监狱进进出出

[00:01:17] Hanging with the wrong crowd

[00:01:18] 跟着一堆小混混成天厮混

[00:01:18] He's been doing coke smoking w**d

[00:01:20] 他一直在**，抽**

[00:01:20] Getting drunk all his life he's a shame

[00:01:21] 成天醉酒，他是一个耻辱

[00:01:21] No he's not too proud

[00:01:22] 不，他并不骄傲得意

[00:01:22] Now his habits are rubbing off

[00:01:24] 现在他的习惯

[00:01:24] On his little bro yeah

[00:01:25] 正在逐渐影响他的弟弟

[00:01:25] But guess what

[00:01:26] 但你猜怎么着

[00:01:26] Little did he know

[00:01:27] 他一点都没意识到

[00:01:27] That everytime he did a line

[00:01:28] 每一次他准备吸食**

[00:01:28] Everytime he lit a joint

[00:01:29] 每一次点燃**卷

[00:01:29] Everytime he took a shot

[00:01:30] 每一次尝试

[00:01:30] He was sippin mode

[00:01:31] 他都是在竖立示范

[00:01:31] So Steven's sitting in his room

[00:01:32] 所以史蒂文坐在他的房间

[00:01:32] Getting high now

[00:01:33] 兴致勃勃的嗨着药

[00:01:33] Doors locked music up

[00:01:34] 锁好门，放着音乐

[00:01:34] With his lights out

[00:01:35] 把灯熄灭

[00:01:35] He just takes another tote

[00:01:36] 又来一只

[00:01:36] Til his room fills with smoke

[00:01:37] 直到整个房间烟雾弥漫

[00:01:37] 5-6-7 hours til he knocks out

[00:01:39] 好几个小时，一直到不省人事

[00:01:39] Now he started stealing pills from his mom

[00:01:41] 现在他开始偷他的妈妈的药

[00:01:41] 8-9-10 at a time and now they're gone

[00:01:43] 一次偷很多，现在他们都走了

[00:01:43] And maybe for a moment

[00:01:44] 也许有那么一会儿

[00:01:44] All his problems seem to fade

[00:01:45] 他所有的问题似乎都消失了

[00:01:45] But the high fades too after not too long

[00:01:47] 但幻觉不久也会消失

[00:01:47] And that's when it really sinks in

[00:01:48] 当真正沉迷入内

[00:01:48] And that's when it hits him

[00:01:50] 也使他意识到

[00:01:50] That these god damn drugs won't fix him

[00:01:51] 这些该死的药物无法解决他的问题

[00:01:51] Curled up on the floor

[00:01:52] 蜷缩在地板上

[00:01:52] Can't take it anymore

[00:01:53] 再也无法忍受下去

[00:01:53] Now he's talking to God

[00:01:54] 现在他对神说着话

[00:01:54] Cuz he's the only one that gets him

[00:01:56] 因为只有神能懂他

[00:01:56] On his knees looking up

[00:01:57] 跪在地上，望着天

[00:01:57] Can't stop crying

[00:01:58] 泪流不止

[00:01:58] "God I know we haven't talked in a long time

[00:02:00] 上帝，我知道我们很久都没有交谈过了

[00:02:00] But this time I really need you

[00:02:01] 但这一次我真的很需要你

[00:02:01] Please God help me say something

[00:02:03] 求您了，上帝，帮助我，跟我说点什么

[00:02:03] Just give me a sign

[00:02:04] 给我一点讯息

[00:02:04] Because now I'm falling apart and

[00:02:05] 因为现在我已经崩溃了

[00:02:05] I don't think that I can do it

[00:02:06] 我做不到了

[00:02:06] Please God give me the strength

[00:02:07] 请上帝赐给我力量

[00:02:07] To pull through it Tell me

[00:02:08] 让我度过难关，请告诉我

[00:02:08] Should I give up

[00:02:09] 我应该放弃吗

[00:02:09] I could end it all right now

[00:02:11] 我现在就可以结束这一切

[00:02:11] I just don't know

[00:02:11] 我就是不知道

[00:02:11] If I'm brave enough to do it

[00:02:13] 我是否足够勇敢去做

[00:02:13] Cuz there's gotta

[00:02:13] 因为

[00:02:13] Be a better way than suicide

[00:02:14] 肯定有比自杀更好的方法

[00:02:14] Try to wait it out

[00:02:15] 试着等待

[00:02:15] Give it time you'll be fine

[00:02:17] 给一点时间，你会好起来的

[00:02:17] But it's been so long

[00:02:18] 但这已经过了这么长的时间

[00:02:18] And I still haven't been able to get rid

[00:02:19] 我仍然没能摆脱

[00:02:19] Of all the thoughts that I feel inside

[00:02:21] 我内心所有的想法

[00:02:21] So sick so angry so mad

[00:02:23] 很恶心，很气愤，很疯狂

[00:02:23] And to top it off no one even knows that"

[00:02:25] 最糟糕的是，甚至没人知道

[00:02:25] That's when he stood up

[00:02:26] 当他起身

[00:02:26] Wiped his tears

[00:02:27] 擦干泪水

[00:02:27] Walked over to his desk

[00:02:28] 走到他的书桌旁

[00:02:28] And got a pen and a notepad

[00:02:29] 拿了一支笔和记事本

[00:02:29] He just couldn't see it getting any better

[00:02:31] 他不见好转

[00:02:31] So on a cold dark night in December

[00:02:33] 所以在12月的一个寒冷的夜晚

[00:02:33] Steven knew exactly

[00:02:34] 史蒂文清楚地知道

[00:02:34] What he had to do

[00:02:35] 他该做什么

[00:02:35] But first he sat down

[00:02:36] 但他首先坐下来

[00:02:36] And wrote a couple letters

[00:02:37] 写了几封信

[00:02:37] One to his step-dad

[00:02:38] 一封是给他的继父

[00:02:38] One to his mother

[00:02:39] 一封是给他的妈妈

[00:02:39] Couple to the kids at school

[00:02:40] 好几封是给学校那几个孩子

[00:02:40] One to his brother

[00:02:41] 一封是给他的哥哥

[00:02:41] Bringing them the pain

[00:02:42] 也要把痛苦带给他们

[00:02:42] That they once brought him

[00:02:43] 那些他们曾经给他带来的伤痛

[00:02:43] Tear drops on the paper one after another

[00:02:46] 泪水一颗颗滴落在信纸上

[00:02:46] Yeah I hope that you all feel guilty

[00:02:48] 耶，我希望你们都感到负罪感

[00:02:48] Cuz I'm broken now

[00:02:49] 因为我现在完了

[00:02:49] And you can't heal me

[00:02:50] 你不能治好我

[00:02:50] And now you're all an accompliss in murder

[00:02:52] 如今你就是杀手

[00:02:52] Each and every one of you

[00:02:53] 你们中的每一个

[00:02:53] Has chipped in to kill me

[00:02:54] 都沾满我死亡的鲜血

[00:02:54] So the reason that

[00:02:55] 因此

[00:02:55] I'm writing you this evening

[00:02:56] 今晚我给你写下这些的目的

[00:02:56] Is to say goodbye

[00:02:57] 就是说声再见

[00:02:57] And to tell you that I'm leaving

[00:02:58] 也跟你说一声，我走了

[00:02:58] But don't hold your breath

[00:02:59] 但别屏住呼吸

[00:02:59] Cuz I ain't never coming back

[00:03:00] 因为我是不会再回来了

[00:03:00] Sincerely yours Steven

[00:03:05] 你真挚的史蒂文

[00:03:05] 你