《America’s Next Model》歌词

[00:00:00] America's Next Model - Hotel Books

[00:00:21] I wanted us to be model citizens

[00:00:23] So no one would ask us about our sins

[00:00:25] But there's an intoxicating thrill that comes

[00:00:27] With entering a home of love and finding skeletons in the closet

[00:00:31] And there's something about community that creates competition

[00:00:34] And something about competition that leaves me feeling uninvited

[00:00:43] And the ones that stain the healthy way

[00:00:45] And inspired my faith are the same ones

[00:00:47] Who are ready to jump ship

[00:00:49] The second thing turns to fifth and the path

[00:00:51] I'm on diminishes or the lights on the sides

[00:00:53] Of the road that I walk down fall dim

[00:00:56] And I'm sorry darling but you were the worst of it

[00:01:05] I used to feel alone when I thought that nobody loved me in truth

[00:01:08] But now I feel alone when I think about the way that you do

[00:01:12] You told me you didn't want me to fall asleep

[00:01:14] With bitterness in my heart so I guess I'll just stay awake

[00:01:19] You said you could tell me and only me

[00:01:21] And I wouldn't fall apart but you couldn't see me stand

[00:01:24] When I began to break

[00:01:26] And I was told that true character shows when no one's around

[00:01:29] But I felt like no one wanted me around

[00:01:31] And the sound of the ground being punished by my feet

[00:01:35] And the solitude I find when I put ice on my shaking knees

[00:01:38] Resound in a profound runaround of emotionally bound conclusions

[00:01:42] I came to I felt like I was going to drown

[00:01:45] And the bitterness you thought I felt was

[00:01:47] Just your own mind confusing bitterness with acceptance

[00:01:50] And fixing our broken home with wasting time

[00:01:53] Because you thought it would begin

[00:01:56] And sometimes I hear the crack on the windowsill

[00:02:01] And I miss the days when it had a picture of you and I

[00:02:06] And I miss the emotions that came with chasing after this thrill

[00:02:10] But mostly I just miss being a part of your life

[00:02:17] And I remember when you stopped saying

[00:02:19] I love you unless you were just saying I love you too

[00:02:23] And then I remember when even that was too hard for you

[00:02:26] And I remember the day that our blue suitcase on the top

[00:02:29] Shelf of my closet disappeared

[00:02:31] And so did the passion you had for me here

[00:02:34] And the fear of knowing you could leave me had vanished

[00:02:37] But so did the reason I ever felt purpose

[00:02:40] And it hurts to know that you said goodbye

[00:02:41] But I just thank god that you're alive

[00:02:44] And I'm happy that you're happy

[00:02:45] And my joy comes from knowing you were once mine

[00:02:48] And I'm grateful for that

[00:02:50] And even though there's so many words I wish I could take back

[00:02:53] I still thank my god every time I remember you

[00:02:57] I still thank my god every time I remember you