《Black Dahlia(Explicit)》歌词

[00:00:00] Black Dahlia (Explicit) - Angel Haze

[00:00:01] You should write a song where the concept is

[00:00:03] You're basically writing like a love letter or like a piece of advice

[00:00:08] To your mother when she was your age

[00:00:14] I don't know

[00:00:16] Maybe I would write you a happy ending

[00:00:18] I would rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning

[00:00:21] I would put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you

[00:00:25] And let you experience all the ways that happiness

[00:00:29] Could bloom before you

[00:00:31] Or maybe I'm naïve

[00:00:33] Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed

[00:00:36] It would somehow grow inside you

[00:00:38] Spent so much of my time wishing you were different

[00:00:40] But reality is that where life could never be provisioned

[00:00:43] But if I could wish for one thing I'd go back and I'd fix it

[00:00:46] I'd tackle all your obstacles and kill them with precision

[00:00:49] And better the intentions of every single person

[00:00:51] Who play a part in you learning exactly what your worth is

[00:00:54] I'd shower you with purpose I'd wipe hate off the surface

[00:00:57] I'd reshape all your pain and make it f**king worth it

[00:01:00] No more feeling worthless no more f**king searching

[00:01:03] No more of that fraud sh*t nobody else could hurt you

[00:01:06] Yeah said nobody else could hurt you

[00:01:08] And if they ever tried too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too

[00:01:11] Cuz I know that you hurting baby I know that you tired too

[00:01:13] I know that you been running from everything that's behind you

[00:01:16] I know that you've been burying everything deep inside you

[00:01:19] I can see it killing you wish that I could revive you

[00:01:22] But I'm stuck sitting in this time frame

[00:01:24] Struggling with my demons and playing these stupid mind game

[00:01:27] One day it could get better maybe it could get better

[00:01:30] Maybe we could change sh*t no more inclement weather

[00:01:33] Know you hated your mom know it went through your mind

[00:01:35] You were just like me wish that you had more time

[00:01:38] To see life from a different angle wrestle with a different angel

[00:01:41] Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from heaven like a cliffhanger

[00:01:43] Everything is different now nothing is the same

[00:01:46] And nowadays I swear it feels like you don't know my name

[00:01:49] But I look at the mirror and I see you every day

[00:01:51] I'm you in every way every hue and every shade

[00:01:54] And maybe you should know it's the last thing that I wanted

[00:01:57] Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel like I'm haunted

[00:02:00] And I don't wanna spend the rest of my time on the run and-

[00:02:02] So I'm just gonna confront it yeah I'm just gonna confront it

[00:02:05] And tell you that I love you for everything you made me

[00:02:08] And that you need to hear this even if it makes you angry

[00:02:11] God lives inside you you've already found him

[00:02:13] The Devil lives in memories and you just let him hound you

[00:02:16] And I despise your church for every f**king thing they taught you

[00:02:19] It's just a f**king stain that I wish I could wipe off you

[00:02:23] That I wish I could wipe off you

[00:02:24] And I forgive you for doing everything that it cost you

[00:02:28] Everything that it cost you

[00:02:30] Fame is such a heavy price I wish it didn't cost you

[00:02:32] Losing a part of me that would follow you to Hell

[00:02:35] Follow you to hatred or follow you to jail

[00:02:38] Followed you to patterns that I could never get out of

[00:02:41] Now I realize that I could never make it with that love

[00:02:44] Now I realize that sh*t is the alternative outcome

[00:02:46] Never wanted you to save me I just wish I count some

[00:02:49] I just wish that you grew up with someone you could count on

[00:02:52] I just wish you knew that you could never make it without love

[00:02:56] For your goddamn self and that you never ever find it in anybody else

[00:02:59] Cuz I would help you find you

[00:03:03] And if I saw it killing you I swear I would revive you

[00:03:07] And if that meant the end of me

[00:03:08] I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy end and peace

[00:03:12] Because you are such a special thing

[00:03:14] You're not just my mom but you're the reason I exist

[00:03:18] And the best life that you could've had for yourself

[00:03:21] Without making a mistake

[00:03:23] Would have meant I woulda had a nicer childhood

[00:03:25] And even though my childhood wasn't perfect and I still love you

[00:03:28] I just want you to know that if I could go back do one thing for you

[00:03:32] I would be one person for you

[00:03:34] I would make sure not just for my sake but so that

[00:03:37] You could've had a nicer life

[00:03:38] And a nicer childhood that you know

[00:03:40] You would not have made the mistakes that put us all

[00:03:43] In this bad situation

[00:03:44] And not have the stress to leave

[00:03:47] But just so that you would have been happier and stronger

[00:03:49] Even if I didn't exist even it meant that I was never born

[00:03:52] That's what I would have wanted for you

[00:03:55] Yeah and if that meant the end of me

[00:03:57] I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending

[00:04:00] Cuz I know that you hurting baby I know that you tired too

[00:04:03] I know you've been running from everything that's behind you

[00:04:05] I know that you've been burying everything deep inside you

[00:04:08] I can see it killing you wish that I could revive you

[00:04:12] And if that meant the end of me

[00:04:14] I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending

[00:04:18] And if that meant the end of me

[00:04:19] I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending

[00:04:23] And if that meant the end of me

[00:04:24] I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending

[00:04:30] I don't know

[00:04:32] Maybe I would write you a happy ending

[00:04:34] I would rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning

[00:04:38] I would put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you

[00:04:42] And let you experience all the ways that happiness

[00:04:45] Could bloom before you

[00:04:47] Or maybe I'm naïve

[00:04:49] Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed

[00:04:53] It would somehow grow inside you

[00:04:55] And that I could hide you from the rain

[00:04:57] So that it could be easier for happiness to find you

[00:05:01] Or maybe I'm still a kid who's caught in a dream

[00:05:04] I'm the heir to the throne of a princess

[00:05:06] Who's still trying to be queen

[00:05:09] Or maybe we're all just caught in the winds of a massacre

[00:05:13] The blackened leaves of dying black dahlias