《Lay Awake》歌词

[00:00:00] Lay Awake - City Mouth

[00:00:00] I thought of going back to Jesus

[00:00:03] I thought of throwing life away

[00:00:06] I thought of every possible outcome

[00:00:09] It all felt the same

[00:00:13] Inner searches going nowhere

[00:00:16] Habit pushing me to pray

[00:00:19] Tell me a way to get out and to still be saved

[00:00:27] I threw my phone across the kitchen

[00:00:30] Bits of glass underneath the table

[00:00:33] I know how it hurts to pretend that you're still stable

[00:00:37] 'Cause I've been scared and I've been angry

[00:00:41] And I've been used the wrong way

[00:00:44] And you are not alone when you lay awake

[00:01:03] I thought of going back to college

[00:01:06] Only in fits of fear and rage

[00:01:09] A feeble attempt to fit in with the people my age

[00:01:14] I thought I had it figured out

[00:01:17] I thought I had the guts to let this go

[00:01:21] The past few years have disagreed

[00:01:24] You've been planting all these seeds in me

[00:01:28] And they're starting to grow into something that I can't hold back anymore

[00:01:33] For a second it was simple

[00:01:36] I could take it I was sure

[00:01:40] But I've been scared and I've been angry

[00:01:43] And I've been used the wrong way

[00:01:47] But you are not alone when you lay awake