《The End》歌词

[00:00:01] blue october - the end

[00:00:28] here alone, standing barefoot in our lawn,

[00:00:30] worms squeezing their way through my toes

[00:00:33] tonight that’s how it goes.

[00:00:34] i’m at your window kneeling quiet,

[00:00:36] i thought at least i’d maybe try to get your head right

[00:00:37] get your heart right

[00:00:39] “let him go!”

[00:00:41] then through the glass i see your dress fall to the floor

[00:00:44] as he embraces every inch of you

[00:00:46] the woman i adore.

[00:00:48] i can’t believe the way you’re bending

[00:00:50] can’t believe this neverending moaning asking him for more

[00:00:53] i heard you begging him for more

[00:00:55] how far will i go

[00:00:59] to make it feel right? “come home”

[00:01:03] i have to fix this on my own

[00:01:09] replace my heart,

[00:01:14] cause i’m convinced mine broke the day i let us end

[00:01:23] replace my heart,

[00:01:28] i don’t wanna live by coping, i’m done with hoping…..end

[00:01:40] i creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her,

[00:01:43] from her feet across her knees, inside her sweetest spot

[00:01:45] he pleased and pleased her.

[00:01:47] i turned around and tried to take control,

[00:01:48] but no control was capable

[00:01:50] it was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go.

[00:01:53] i squeezed the life into my brain

[00:01:55] like pushing knives into a vein

[00:01:57] i’ve gotta get, i’ve gotta get, i said i’ve gotta get inside

[00:02:00] so to the back window i crawl in silent standing in the darkness

[00:02:03] of my living room, my living room

[00:02:05] this used to be my home

[00:02:07] how far will i go

[00:02:11] to make it feel right? “come home”

[00:02:14] i’m moving forward to the bedroom door

[00:02:20] replace my heart

[00:02:26] cause i’m convinced mine broke the day i let us end

[00:02:35] replace my heart

[00:02:40] i don’t wanna live by coping, i’m done with hoping…end

[00:02:52] i turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slow

[00:02:54] enough to sneak into the room among the corner darkness gloom

[00:02:58] i had to see this happening.

[00:03:00] he pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rang

[00:03:02] and bounced off every wooden walled room

[00:03:05] and that’s when all went silent blank except the color red

[00:03:08] as i walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bed

[00:03:11] i said “i know i’m not allowed to be here. i just had to see

[00:03:15] how good this new man really f**ks you.

[00:03:17] cause you both been f**king me.”

[00:03:19] “so now i planned the last thing you can both do as a pair

[00:03:22] i tie both blindfolds tight around your f**king eyes to blind your stare

[00:03:25] i don’t want to alarm you,

[00:03:27] but i figured we could end this in

[00:03:28] what seems easy quick and painless

[00:03:31] so i’ll get down to business

[00:03:33] i choose you first, there’s a gun, its at your head

[00:03:36] so laugh at me just one more time but keep your face inside the bed

[00:03:39] you sit and watch me while i do this shit and learn from what i’ve said.”

[00:03:43] i cocked the pistol pulled the trigger, and all i saw was red

[00:03:59] then the screaming oh the screaming

[00:04:01] it’s nice to see you scared

[00:04:03] of such a weak and stupid husband

[00:04:05] who knows you never really cared

[00:04:06] i’ll leave you with a question that i need to hear from your head

[00:04:10] was all this worth it knowing u have just seconds left to live?

[00:04:13] now think about your answer, laying face down on the bed

[00:04:16] i cocked the pistol pulled the trigger and all i saw was red

[00:04:19] i gently stroke her arm as she lies lifeless on her back

[00:04:23] then placed the barrel in my mouth

[00:04:25] all i saw was black.