《An Ancient Inherited Shame》歌词

[00:00:00] Artist：dark angel

[00:00:03] Songs Title：an ancient inherited shame

[00:00:58] Femininity a sacred life

[00:01:03] My goals and dreams achieved or soon they might

[00:01:07] Unintruded being innocent

[00:01:12] Young with a hopeful future to be spent

[00:01:16] I can't believe my idiocy

[00:01:18] You came along with your invasion

[00:01:21] Your act of violence not of lust

[00:01:23] Upon me

[00:01:28] Racing through these darkened streets at night

[00:01:32] Fleeing from this terror that haunts me

[00:01:36] I am chosen this can't be right

[00:01:41] The pain that your thrust brings

[00:01:43] I don't want your flesh

[00:01:45] I'm not your whore

[00:01:47] But you want my blood

[00:01:49] I'm not a whore

[00:01:52] Trapped down here inside

[00:01:54] A nightmare that's become reality

[00:01:56] A heinous violation

[00:01:59] Of my humanity

[00:02:31] Right before my eyes I see my world

[00:02:35] Fractured so precise by one so cold

[00:02:40] Through your veins run ice I beg of thee

[00:02:44] As I lie paralyzed please let me be

[00:02:48] From within your soul I stare

[00:02:50] I don't think I'll live to see this end

[00:02:53] You'll reign eternally through my nightmares

[00:02:55] If I ever sleep again

[00:03:00] The hatred directed at me 'cause of what I am

[00:03:04] Is as chilling as the defilement itself

[00:03:08] I wonder what kind of beast is man

[00:03:12] What emotions are and not felt

[00:03:15] I don't want your flesh

[00:03:17] I'm not your whore

[00:03:19] But you want my blood

[00:03:21] I'm not a whore

[00:03:24] I can't even comprehend

[00:03:26] Why this act has come to be

[00:03:28] Proven time and time again

[00:03:30] The ultimate sadistic release

[00:03:42] This violent form of incarceration

[00:03:44] Trapped by savagery helpless I lie

[00:03:46] I refuse this indoctrination

[00:03:49] Though you shatter this inner sanctum of mine

[00:03:51] An ancient inherited shame

[00:03:53] Bonding women and horror

[00:03:55] Outlasting the boundaries of time

[00:03:57] Enslaved forevermore

[00:03:59] Inherent crimes

[00:04:01] Through generations has become

[00:04:04] A terror cycle

[00:04:38] You can't see me but you feel me

[00:04:41] You only want what you don't understand

[00:04:43] You can't have me so you take me

[00:04:46] Forever scarred where you've stamped your brand

[00:04:52] You look in my eyes and you tell me

[00:04:54] What do you see

[00:04:58] Of this I'm deserving

[00:05:01] You can't see me but you feel me

[00:05:04] You only want what you don't understhand

[00:05:07] You can't have me so you take me

[00:05:10] Forever scarred where you've stamped your brand

[00:05:13] You need to crush me with your lividity

[00:05:16] Does this make you feel more like a man

[00:05:19] You can't have me so you rape me

[00:05:22] My innocence strangled by your hand

[00:05:28] This must be necrophilia for I am dead inside

[00:05:31] Your violent misogyny your strength drowns my cries

[00:05:35] In shock I'm crippled with disbelief

[00:05:37] This can't be happening to me

[00:05:39] Oh god this hurts I'm bleeding from friction

[00:05:40] ＂Unconcious＂ I'm pleading to be

[00:05:42] You cannot imagine the anger I feel

[00:05:44] Nor can you imagine the pain and despair

[00:05:46] This double jeopardy soon happens again

[00:05:47] When they scrape me for semen and hair

[00:05:49] My mind is frozen with your face intact

[00:05:51] This atrocity from which I haven't been spared

[00:05:53] From now on I'll only know lovemaking through

[00:05:54] An act of intense terror

[00:05:57] The malevolence which pours over me

[00:05:58] You fill me with your rage

[00:06:00] It's mortifying diabolical

[00:06:01] Controlling through this stage

[00:06:04] I struggle to cope with what's happening

[00:06:05] I'm praying for my death

[00:06:07] I've done nothing wrong I've been victimized

[00:06:09] So I'll pray for yours instead

[00:06:11] The physical torment inflicted on me

[00:06:12] Is insufferable but it doesn't compare

[00:06:14] To your terrible criminal mentality

[00:06:16] And the scars I'll forever bear

[00:06:18] To live through this brutal show of force

[00:06:20] Will cause me years of torment and grief

[00:06:21] Awaiting this misery to run its course

[00:06:23] As I scream out innocent pleas

[00:07:51] This violent form of incarceration

[00:07:53] Trapped by savagery helpless I lie

[00:07:56] I refuse this indoctrination

[00:07:57] Though you shatter this inner sanctum of mine

[00:08:00] An ancient inherited shame

[00:08:02] Bonding women and horror

[00:08:04] Outlasting the boundaries of time

[00:08:06] Enslaved forevermore

[00:08:11] I will force myself to carry on

[00:08:16] And vengeance will be ultimately mine

[00:08:20] If you are not imprisoned soon

[00:08:25] By my hands you will die

[00:08:27] I don't what your flesh

[00:08:29] I'm not your whore

[00:08:31] But you wnat my blood

[00:08:33] I'm not a whore

[00:08:36] Through rape you've created me

[00:08:38] A victim not above revenge

[00:08:40] A churning seething mass of hate

[00:08:42] But you haven't conquered my soul