《I Still...》歌词

[00:00:00] I Still... - Culture VI

[00:00:10] Stressed and depressed

[00:00:11] It's true I can't hide it I tried it

[00:00:13] My future's undecided aggression

[00:00:15] You can see it in my facial expression

[00:00:17] I try not to show it as much as I can

[00:00:19] They say I got a problem drink like my old man

[00:00:22] Just when I feel I can't I know I can

[00:00:24] Be successful only find failure when I search

[00:00:27] You see a brother smile not realizin' he hurts

[00:00:29] Lookin' for direction Grandma suggestin' church

[00:00:32] But I don't like mysteries

[00:00:33] And that's how the Lord works

[00:00:35] At first I thought I'd be in college with the pig skin

[00:00:37] Rap is a hobby then I fell in love with the pen

[00:00:40] Normally nothin' bothers me death follows me

[00:00:43] All I do is bob and weave life is a test

[00:00:45] Failed again will I succeed yes

[00:00:47] All I do is have to believe trees

[00:00:49] Keep a brother calm though my sanity is gone

[00:00:52] Look at the scars on my arm

[00:00:55] People wanna know

[00:00:56] Where they came from or what do they mean

[00:00:57] It kind of looks like I had a fight with Wolverine

[00:01:00] No dream the only thing I have is faith

[00:01:02] I know it's more pleasant on that Pearly Gate

[00:01:05] But wait hopefully I have a couple more years left

[00:01:08] Then I'll man up and stand face to face with death

[00:01:15] The chip on my shoulder's a boulder now

[00:01:18] I'm older now my blood runs colder now

[00:01:25] I ask why did they die and why am I cryin'

[00:01:28] Why am I tired of relyin' on rhymin'

[00:01:30] Me I've been worse than the persons I speak of

[00:01:33] I'm cursed and I wreak of perversions a freak of

[00:01:35] Nature I hate to be bitchin' complainin'

[00:01:38] So I smoke alot of w**d take a fifth to the brain and

[00:01:41] Just let the pain inside of me fester

[00:01:43] I've cried I confess but a side of me's messed up

[00:01:46] See cryin' it hurts more than helps cuz in this case

[00:01:48] The tears on my face symbolize I'm a disgrace

[00:01:51] I've looked for a book or a God to believe in

[00:01:53] I've reached and I've tried but inside I'm a weaklin'

[00:01:56] I'm tired of seekin' a sign or an omen

[00:01:58] I'm tired I'm broken tired of copin'

[00:02:01] Tired of hopin' I make it I'll make it

[00:02:03] Tired of chokin' I take it I've wasted

[00:02:06] A whole lot of time and a whole lot of years

[00:02:08] Smoked a whole lot of dimes drank a whole lot of beers

[00:02:11] Not a whole lot of fear when it comes to my death or

[00:02:13] My takin' of breath's just a break from the pressure

[00:02:16] I ache and possess a threshold of pain

[00:02:18] I've become this numbness inject Novocaine

[00:02:21] I've searched for the answers I've searched for the truth

[00:02:23] Man I've searched for the reasons I've searched for the proof

[00:02:31] The chip on my shoulder's a boulder now

[00:02:33] I'm older now my blood runs colder now

[00:02:41] While I'm here I gotta work have eternity to rest

[00:02:43] I learned Checkers never knew life was like Chess

[00:02:46] Born precious livin' a life that's lifeless

[00:02:48] And the pressure's diggin' a knife in my chest

[00:02:57] The chip on my shoulder's a boulder now

[00:02:58] I'm older now my blood runs colder now