《Not Turgenjev But Close》歌词

[00:00:00] Not Turgenjev But Close - Blood Red Throne

[00:00:26] I dress in the skin of

[00:00:28] What is already dead

[00:00:30] I take on the part

[00:00:31] Which the surroundings expect

[00:00:34] Though there unaware

[00:00:35] Of the anti-life inside

[00:00:38] My thoughts circle around

[00:00:39] The opposite of asphyxia

[00:00:42] Because that's what I am

[00:00:55] It has been written a lot about

[00:00:57] The overwhelming darkness

[00:00:59] But it didn't Clearly state

[00:01:01] The amount of insight it contains

[00:01:06] It knows more than the light

[00:01:11] It wreathes me and observes me from all angles

[00:01:17] Maybe I am to be born now

[00:01:23] I look upon that day with fear and horror

[00:01:40] I have reconciled myself

[00:01:42] With my thoughts and vision

[00:01:45] It took ages but now it's over

[00:01:48] I can accept the obvious

[00:01:51] Because it's what you see

[00:01:53] I can live with the hatred and self contempt

[00:01:56] But I cannot survive the disgust and nausea of others

[00:02:22] If they were to experience me from the inside

[00:02:27] Beneath the unasphyxiated exterior

[00:03:16] I look upon that day with fear and horror

[00:03:21] The day when suicide becomes inevitable

[00:03:25] Because it will arrive That I know