《Therapy Session》歌词

[00:00:01] Therapy Session - NF

[00:00:18] Yeah, I gotta say like a month ago

[00:00:21] I was talking to fans

[00:00:23] And one of them pulled me aside and said

[00:00:24] "We never met but I swear that you know who I am"

[00:00:27] I been through a lot

[00:00:28] I don't know how to express it to people

[00:00:30] Don't think that I can but I got that mansion,

[00:00:32] see diem rotation

[00:00:34] That's win for me, you do not understand

[00:00:36] It's crazy for me

[00:00:37] Kids hit me up, say they slitting

[00:00:38] they wrists on the daily

[00:00:40] This music is more than you think

[00:00:41] Don't book me for just entertainment,

[00:00:43] it's entertaining

[00:00:44] Hearing these parents, they telling their kids

[00:00:46] My music is violent, you gotta be kidding me

[00:00:48] I guess that your definition of violence and mine

[00:00:51] Is something that we look at differently

[00:00:53] How do you picture me ah?

[00:00:54] Want me to smile, you want me to laugh

[00:00:57] You want me to walk in the stage

[00:00:59] with a smile on my face

[00:01:00] When I'm mad and put on a mask, for real though

[00:01:03] I mean, what you expect from me?

[00:01:04] I'm tryna do this respectfully

[00:01:06] They say that life is a race

[00:01:07] I know my problems'll prolly catch up eventually

[00:01:10] I do my best to be calm

[00:01:12] How you gon' write me

[00:01:13] and tell me you slaughter my family?

[00:01:15] That's just a glimpse to the stuff

[00:01:16] that get sent to me

[00:01:17] These the parts of my life

[00:01:18] that'll never see, woo

[00:01:20] I am aware it's aggressive

[00:01:22] I am not here for acceptance

[00:01:23] I don't know what you expect here

[00:01:25] But what you expect

[00:01:26] when you walk in a therapy session?

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[00:01:46] This girl at the show looked me in the face

[00:01:48] And told me her life's full of drama

[00:01:51] Said that her dad is abusive

[00:01:52] Apparently he likes to beat on her mama

[00:01:55] I got so angry inside

[00:01:56] I wanted to tell her to give me his number

[00:01:59] But what you gon' do with it right?

[00:02:01] You gon' hit him up then start hitting him harder

[00:02:03] That's real

[00:02:04] These kids, they come to my shows

[00:02:06] With tears in they eyes

[00:02:07] Imagine someone looking at you

[00:02:08] And saying your music's the reason

[00:02:10] that they are alive

[00:02:11] Sometimes, I don't know how to handle it

[00:02:13] This type of life isn't glamorous

[00:02:15] This ain't an act for the cameras

[00:02:16] You see me walk on these stages

[00:02:18] but have no idea what I'm dealing with after it

[00:02:20] I put it all in the open

[00:02:22] This is the way that I'm coping, all my emotion

[00:02:24] I'm taking pictures with thousands of people

[00:02:26] But honestly, I feel like nobody knows me

[00:02:29] I'm tryna deal with the pressure

[00:02:30] I'm tryna deal with the pressure

[00:02:32] How you gon' tell me my music does not have a message

[00:02:35] When I'm looking out at this crowd

[00:02:36] full of people I know I affected?

[00:02:39] Ah, I got some things in my life,

[00:02:41] I know I should let 'em go

[00:02:44] Let me shout at you, let me take a mental note

[00:02:47] I put it all in this microphone,

[00:02:50] think about that for a minute

[00:02:51] What is the point of this song?

[00:02:52] Just hating but what you expect

[00:02:54] from a therapy session?

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[00:03:14] What you think about me

[00:03:16] That doesn't worry me

[00:03:17] I know I handle some things immaturely

[00:03:19] I know that I need to grow to maturity

[00:03:21] I ain't gon' walk on

[00:03:22] these stages in front of these people

[00:03:24] And act like I live my life perfectly

[00:03:25] That doesn't work for me

[00:03:27] Christian is not the definition of a perfect me, woo

[00:03:31] I ain't the type to be quiet

[00:03:33] I ain't gon' sit here in silence

[00:03:34] And bow when you say what I say to your face

[00:03:36] I promise I wouldn't say it in private

[00:03:38] I am not lying

[00:03:40] People go off on my page

[00:03:41] and I'm trying to quit the replying

[00:03:43] But this is ridiculous

[00:03:44] I'm passionate man, I really mean what I'm writing

[00:03:47] You want me to keep it 100? Okay, I keep it 100

[00:03:50] I see a whole lot of talking on socials

[00:03:53] But honestly, I don't see nothing in public

[00:03:55] I kinda love it, yeah

[00:03:57] Why don't you write us some happy raps?

[00:03:59] That would be awesome, huh?

[00:04:01] All your music is moody and dark now

[00:04:03] Don't get me started

[00:04:06] You wanna know what it's like if you met me in person

[00:04:09] Then listen my verses

[00:04:10] This music is not just for people

[00:04:12] Sitting in views and praying in churches

[00:04:15] I feel rejected

[00:04:16] I don't expect everyone to accept it

[00:04:18] I don't expect you to get my perspective

[00:04:20] What you expect from a therapy session?

[00:04:27] I mean, I think sometimes people

[00:04:32] they confuse what I'm doing

[00:04:35] I write about life,

[00:04:36] I write about things

[00:04:38] that I'm actually dealing with

[00:04:40] Something that I'm actually experiencing,

[00:04:42] this is real for me

[00:04:44] Like this is something

[00:04:45] that personally helps me as well

[00:04:47] I'm not confused about who gave me the gift

[00:04:49] God gave me the gift

[00:04:50] and he gave me the ability to do this

[00:04:52] And he also gave me this as an outlet

[00:04:55] And that's what music is for me

[00:04:57] When I feel something, whether it's anger

[00:04:59] Um,it's a passion about something, or frustration

[00:05:02] Like this is where I go, this is, this is

[00:05:05] that's the whole real music thing man

[00:05:07] This is real for me, I need this,

[00:05:09] this is a therapy for me for me