《Mansion》歌词

[00:00:00] Mansion - NF/Fleurie

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[00:00:00] Insidious is blind inception

[00:00:03] 狡诈作恶只是盲目的开始

[00:00:03] What's reality with all these questions

[00:00:06] 这些问题的真相又是怎样

[00:00:06] Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in

[00:00:13] 我好像错过了清醒时刻 再次昏睡过去

[00:00:13] Broken legs but I chase perfection

[00:00:16] 双腿无力但仍旧追逐着完美人生

[00:00:16] These walls are my blank expression

[00:00:19] 我的面庞就像四周的墙壁般茫然

[00:00:19] My mind is a home I'm trapped in

[00:00:22] 我被困在意识的枷锁中 无法挣脱

[00:00:22] And it's lonely inside this mansion mansion mansion

[00:00:31] 这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中

[00:00:31] Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics

[00:00:34] 我的思想如歌词建筑的房屋

[00:00:34] They're all over the place

[00:00:36] 它们无处不在

[00:00:36] There's songs in the mirrors

[00:00:38] 映在镜子中

[00:00:38] Written all over the floors all over the chairs

[00:00:41] 印在地板上 绘在椅子里

[00:00:41] You get the uncut version of life

[00:00:43] 当我走下楼去

[00:00:43] When I go downstairs

[00:00:44] 你会看到我未经修饰的人生

[00:00:44] That's where I write when I'm in a bad

[00:00:46] 心情失落时我会在那里倾诉

[00:00:46] Place and need to release

[00:00:47] 释放内心的烦闷

[00:00:47] And let out the version of NF you don't want to see

[00:00:50] 你会更加了解我 你不会想要看到的

[00:00:50] I put holes in the walls with both

[00:00:52] 我用双手 不停敲打着墙壁

[00:00:52] Of my fists 'til they bleed

[00:00:54] 直至鲜血流出 伤痕累累

[00:00:54] You might get a glimpse of how

[00:00:55] 你可能会明白

[00:00:55] I cope with all this anger in me

[00:00:57] 我是怎么释放内心的愤怒

[00:00:57] Physically abused now that's the room that

[00:00:59] 身体上的折磨 就是那个房间

[00:00:59] I don't want to be in

[00:01:00] 我不愿踏足半分

[00:01:00] That picture ain't blurry at all

[00:01:02] 被折磨的回忆依然清晰

[00:01:02] I just don't want to see it

[00:01:03] 我只是不愿再回想

[00:01:03] These walls ain't blank I just think

[00:01:05] 墙壁上已没有空白

[00:01:05] I don't want to see 'em

[00:01:06] 我只是不想再看到它们

[00:01:06] But why not I'm in here so I might as well read 'em

[00:01:10] 但既然已经到了这里 还是好好看一下吧

[00:01:10] I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around

[00:01:13] 我要为这无法化解的怒气感谢你

[00:01:13] Wish I could take a match and burn this

[00:01:15] 真希望一把火把这里烧掉

[00:01:15] Whole room to the ground

[00:01:16] 让一切化为尘土

[00:01:16] Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now

[00:01:19] 是的我现在只想把这里烧掉 一切化为灰烬

[00:01:19] So now this memory for some reason just won't come down

[00:01:22] 这样那些回忆就会消失

[00:01:22] You used to put me in the corner so you could

[00:01:24] 你过去常把我逼得无路可走 这样你就可以

[00:01:24] See the fear in my eyes

[00:01:26] 看清我眼中的恐惧

[00:01:26] Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til

[00:01:28] 再把我拖下楼 狠狠殴打我

[00:01:28] I screamed and I cried

[00:01:29] 直到我痛哭尖叫

[00:01:29] Congratulations you'll always have a room in my mind

[00:01:32] 恭喜你 我永远不会再忘记你了

[00:01:32] But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside

[00:01:36] 但我会紧闭门扉 化为内心的旋律 不再回想

[00:01:36] Insidious is blind inception

[00:01:39] 狡诈作恶只是盲目的开始

[00:01:39] What's reality with all these questions

[00:01:42] 这些问题的真相又是怎样

[00:01:42] Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in slept in

[00:01:47] 我好像错过了清醒时刻 再次昏睡过去

[00:01:47] Slept in broken legs but I chase perfection

[00:01:52] 双腿无力但仍旧追逐着完美人生

[00:01:52] These walls are my blank expression

[00:01:55] 我的面庞就像四周的墙壁般茫然

[00:01:55] My mind is a home I'm trapped in

[00:01:58] 我被困在意识的枷锁中 无法挣脱

[00:01:58] And it's lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion

[00:02:04] 这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中

[00:02:04] Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain

[00:02:07] 满屋尽是痛楚

[00:02:07] See my problem is I don't fix things

[00:02:09] 问题在于我的无动于衷

[00:02:09] I just try to repaint cover em up like it never happen

[00:02:12] 我只是在试图掩盖那些痕迹 仿佛从未发生过

[00:02:12] Say I wish I could change

[00:02:14] 我希望自己可以改变

[00:02:14] Are you confused

[00:02:15] 你困惑吗

[00:02:15] Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean

[00:02:17] 来吧 去到楼上 我会让你明白

[00:02:17] This room's full of regrets just

[00:02:18] 这个房间充满懊悔

[00:02:18] Keeps getting fuller it seems

[00:02:20] 悔恨似乎仍在蔓延

[00:02:20] The moment I walk in to it's the same moment

[00:02:22] 走进去的那一刻

[00:02:22] That I wanna leave

[00:02:23] 我想马上离开这里

[00:02:23] I get sick to my stomach every time

[00:02:25] 每一次我都感到反胃 隐隐不适

[00:02:25] I look at these things

[00:02:26] 看着这些事物

[00:02:26] But it's hard to look past when this is the room

[00:02:29] 但这房间是我栖息之处

[00:02:29] Where I sleep

[00:02:30] 想要忘记过去是那么艰难

[00:02:30] I look around one of the worst things

[00:02:31] 看着四周 我记录在墙上的

[00:02:31] I wrote on these walls

[00:02:33] 那些糟糕的事情

[00:02:33] Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom

[00:02:36] 当我意识到失去妈妈的那一刻

[00:02:36] And one of the first things I wrote was

[00:02:38] 我曾记下的尤为重要的事情是

[00:02:38] I was shot with a call

[00:02:39] 多希望我可以打个电话给她

[00:02:39] But I should just stop now we ain't

[00:02:41] 但此刻我应该停下来

[00:02:41] Got enough room in this song

[00:02:42] 这首歌里已包含太多

[00:02:42] And I regret the fact that I struggled

[00:02:44] 我感到悔恨不已 因为我试图在

[00:02:44] Trying to find who I am

[00:02:46] 找回自我

[00:02:46] And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can

[00:02:49] 我自欺欺人着 告诉自己我已竭尽全力

[00:02:49] Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like

[00:02:51] 假装不在意 假装这些都不算什么

[00:02:51] It's out of my hands

[00:02:52] 我的无能为力

[00:02:52] Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans

[00:02:55] 但每次看到这一切 我会感到暴躁如雷

[00:02:55] And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive

[00:02:58] 我不想让这些信任问题来吞噬我的人生

[00:02:58] And at the rate I'm going probably

[00:03:00] 也许至死那一刻

[00:03:00] Still be there when I die

[00:03:02] 我都会留在此地

[00:03:02] Congratulations you'll always have a room in my mind

[00:03:05] 恭喜你 我永远不会再忘记你了

[00:03:05] The question is will I ever clean the walls off in time

[00:03:09] 问题是 将来我会把墙上的一幕幕清扫干净吗

[00:03:09] Insidious is blind inception

[00:03:12] 狡诈作恶只是盲目的开始

[00:03:12] What's reality with all these questions

[00:03:15] 这些问题的真相又是怎样

[00:03:15] Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in slept in

[00:03:20] 我好像错过了清醒时刻 再次昏睡过去

[00:03:20] Slept in broken legs but I chase perfection

[00:03:25] 双腿无力但仍旧追逐着完美人生

[00:03:25] These walls are my blank expression

[00:03:28] 我的面庞就像四周的墙壁般茫然

[00:03:28] My mind is a home I'm trapped in

[00:03:31] 我被困在意识的枷锁中 无法挣脱

[00:03:31] And it's lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion

[00:03:37] 这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中

[00:03:37] So this part of my house no one's been in it for years

[00:03:40] 这段回忆已埋在我的心房许久

[00:03:40] I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there

[00:03:43] 我建起心的堡垒不让任何人进入

[00:03:43] Cause if I do there's a chance

[00:03:45] 害怕若是让他们走进内心

[00:03:45] That they might disappear and not come back

[00:03:47] 他们或许会消失不见

[00:03:47] And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside

[00:03:51] 我承认我有些神经过敏 害怕他人走进心中

[00:03:51] So I just leave my doors locked

[00:03:52] 我把心门紧闭

[00:03:52] You might get other doors to open up this doors not

[00:03:56] 也许你能另觅新欢 但休想获得我的青睐

[00:03:56] I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me

[00:03:59] 我不会给你们机会来伤害我

[00:03:59] And I'll be the only person that I can blame

[00:04:01] 只有我可以责备自己

[00:04:01] When you desert me

[00:04:02] 你放弃我时

[00:04:02] I'm barricaded inside

[00:04:04] 我的内心对你产生隔阂

[00:04:04] So stop watching

[00:04:05] 所以不要再窥视观望

[00:04:05] I'm not coming to the door

[00:04:07] 我不会为你打开心扉

[00:04:07] So stop knocking stop knocking

[00:04:09] 不要再试图撩拨我 停止吧

[00:04:09] I'm trapped here

[00:04:10] 我受困于此

[00:04:10] God keep saying I'm not locked in

[00:04:12] 上帝总是说 我还有救

[00:04:12] I chose this

[00:04:13] 是我自作自受

[00:04:13] I am lost in my own conscious

[00:04:15] 我已经迷失了自我

[00:04:15] I know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problem

[00:04:18] 我知道与世隔绝根本于事无补

[00:04:18] But I didn't build this house because

[00:04:20] 但我建起堡垒

[00:04:20] I thought it would solve 'em

[00:04:22] 并非因为这

[00:04:22] I built it because I thought that

[00:04:23] 我筑就心墙

[00:04:23] It would be safer in there

[00:04:25] 只为让自己安心 免于受伤

[00:04:25] But it's not I'm not the only thing

[00:04:27] 但我不是唯一 我不是唯一

[00:04:27] That's living in here

[00:04:28] 这样做的人

[00:04:28] Fear came to my house years ago I let 'em in

[00:04:31] 曾经恐惧来袭 走进我心房

[00:04:31] Maybe that's the problem

[00:04:32] 或许这就是问题所在

[00:04:32] 'Cause I've been dealing with this ever since

[00:04:34] 我从那时起 就与之周旋

[00:04:34] I thought that he would leave but

[00:04:36] 我以为他会离开

[00:04:36] It's obvious he never did

[00:04:37] 但很明显并非如此

[00:04:37] He must picked the room and got

[00:04:39] 他选择来到这里

[00:04:39] Comfortable and settled in

[00:04:41] 停留于此 生根发芽

[00:04:41] Now I'm in the position

[00:04:42] 现在我面临着选择

[00:04:42] It's either sit here and let him win

[00:04:44] 要么坐以待毙

[00:04:44] Or put him back outside

[00:04:45] 要么将其驱逐

[00:04:45] Where he came from but I never can

[00:04:47] 然而我却没有丝毫胜算

[00:04:47] 'Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors

[00:04:51] 因为一旦这样做 我就要打开心门

[00:04:51] Is that me or the fear talking

[00:04:52] 就是是我 还是内心的恐惧在发声

[00:04:52] I don't know anymore

[00:04:55] 我已经分不清

[00:04:55] It's lonly inside inside

[00:05:06] 内心是如此孤独

[00:05:06] It's lonly

[00:05:08] 如此孤独

[00:05:08] It's lonly oh yeah

[00:05:13] 如此孤独

[00:05:13] It's lonly inside this mansion

[00:05:18] 这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中