《A Letter》歌词

[00:00:00] A Letter (一封信) - La Dispute

[00:00:20] Everybody wants a reason for everything

[00:00:25] It's so much easier with someone or something to blame

[00:00:30] I've always struggled at the root of the problem

[00:00:34] Has it been absence or my constant lack of defense

[00:00:39] I've never spent a lot on finding a remedy

[00:00:44] I guess I figured that it hurt for a reason

[00:00:48] I guess that's why

[00:00:50] I've always turned to writing it down

[00:00:54] Not just in stories but the letters in between

[00:00:58] And I guess that's why it haunts the pages of everything

[00:01:04] To self-examine

[00:01:04] I think the thing is that I shut off from everything

[00:01:10] From friends and family and my own ambitions

[00:01:14] From having fun

[00:01:16] I just shut off from everything

[00:01:19] Self-defeating Yeah probably

[00:01:22] But I don't know that I had total control over it

[00:01:27] And I'm not sure it even matters why

[00:01:31] Sometimes things happen and you can't do anything

[00:01:36] Plus I'm the only one who deals with it anyway

[00:01:40] So if everyone could do me a favor and

[00:01:43] Just put their fingers down

[00:01:46] I'd-and keep your mouths

[00:01:48] Sorry I know I seem angry

[00:01:51] I'm not I promise I just know I did this to me

[00:01:56] And I will deal with it accordingly

[00:02:01] And I don't need opinions from those never a part of it

[00:02:05] Don't need them pointing out my problems they're mine

[00:02:08] Don't need reminders I know better than anyone

[00:02:13] And yeah I know I should be finding another way

[00:02:17] I know that I should be out seeking a substitute

[00:02:21] But just forgetting never really made sense to me

[00:02:34] So I haven't been

[00:02:35] Do I feel embarrassed about it

[00:02:36] I think you know the answer to that

[00:02:41] I think you'd probably feel a little bit embarrassed for me

[00:02:46] Wouldn't you

[00:02:48] I know I should moved on ages ago been happy already

[00:02:55] But it's never been that easy for me

[00:02:59] Or maybe it was me that made it so hard

[00:03:03] I know I've only ever tried a handful of times

[00:03:07] To sever this thing torturing me

[00:03:11] It never got me anywhere with anyone

[00:03:16] No friendship or hobby no lover's bed worked

[00:03:21] But looking back I maybe never tried hard enough

[00:03:26] And it is my fault

[00:03:27] Maybe I never tried at all